!*Natividad, Fatima Reina R.
im FhatZZz.
im lovin' my life as a student in MAPUA, (viva! we RULE & ROCK)!
im in LOVE with my FOLKS.AUGUSTINIANS '06.MY FAMILY.MY FRIENDS.MY M-A-S-K-U.
i *HEART* kenneth-kyla-ann!!.
i crave for *slEEp*!
for everything that i have-I GLORIFY GOD.
i love mapuans.mapuans.mapuans.mapuans.uber in love with them!.
i love math (yep, lovin' it now).
im patient. im a cry baby. im sensitive. im active.
i love my nephew&niece. yuan&sean. i love kids.
im fhatzzz & i'll always be.
i now HATE working out!.
&about
#1 a peaceful country! sna wla ng mag-hirap
#2 forever have good friends at my side.
#3 m-a-s-k-u forevr.
#4 keneth.ann.kyla(forevr frnshp)!
#5 **** **********!
#6 212 perfume.
#7 good health for my folks.
#8 get THIN. XOXOX!!
#9 write a book.
#10 more faith in GOD & long life for me.
#11 less bad words in my vocabulary.huhu.
#12 finish my degree with flying colors. i have to prove my worth.
ah.........bad 3p...may cancer na ata ako...napaka paranoid ko na lately...yi.,.. insecurity thing..iniwan aq ng pesteng,,,its hs lost...kanina lang msaya aq kxe kinakanta ng buong IS (duh exage...ng mga grasuating ung song nmen) pero ngeon...yi... kgabe lang ktxt q xa,,,maayos ang lhat..p**a cno ba tlga ung 'XSA' na un...eeeeer,,, cnungaling...yi nu ba tumatakno sa utak q...ksalanan kxw to ni...ARHHHHH! kung d m lang kxw aq iniwan eh d sana d aq gnito ka-paranoid...peste!! yiii... how many tyms do i hav to cry...nkakasawa nah...no body seems to understand!! huhu... i cant tke it...
he came into my life wen i least expect it..day by day wer getin closer..da communication is very constant..im hapi--he's hapi..we hav a lot of things in common...wer both hopeless romantic..we eat 2geder..we enjoy each others company..its lyk wiv known each other for yirz nah..i was hapi da whole tym..we laf 2geder..we trust each other..wen he came into my lyf, i cant help but to smile & luk forward to anodr day...anodr day 2 b wid him...2 tok to him..2 b wid him..i didnt notice how lil by lil he's changing my lyk...& likewse i do to his..it was like a magic...!! ol i know is dat i was so hapi...!!.. days passed.. pipol strted to get intrigue wid our closenes...DUH? y care... i dserv to b hapi once i awhle...i dserv to hav gud pipol around me...to worsen da ctuation, he strtd 2 lyk som1...som1 hus betr dan me..yi..i fil so bad, his time wid me strted to decrease..until it came to da point dat we seldom tok..& be wid each oders company..i felt dt dip widin me, im strting to miss his hair, his mirror, his smile, his corny jokes, his bones,,,-EVERYTHING..bt y am i lyk dis? im jst a fren? okai a bstfren? --WTEVR! i mean y now? now dat im starting to really enjoy his company.. i dont undrztand y i fil dis way..pipol say im jst pretending dat im okay but in fact im fine w/o him..bt its lyk ders something missing in my lyf...arghhh i know later on da friendshp we hve establish will be lost!! but u know,, i want to use my remaining time wid him bt its lyk he's refusing to do so..eeer...i dont even know y im typing dis whole thing hir? i mean-...yi!! okai,,i hve to unload na kc...ive bin so full--i fil bad lang kc eh...its lyk gnawa mo na lhat jst to hav him for good bt still it jst cant...yah i knoe nman na im not intelgent lyk her,im nt swit lyk her,im not prity nor sexy...because we r different!! yes we are... im not galit to any1...bt i just dont luk da situation dat im onto ryut now..its hard..kc nman parang bitin--bitin ung story..."...and u left me jst wen i needed u most."...tlgang d pa aq natuto...i always fall 4 rong person...i tot he'll stay bt i was wrong.. i mis him..i hope pipol around us will stop intriguing na..coz it hurts a lot..mskit pg nkikita m ung mhal mo nasasaktan dhl sa mhal nia wla kang magawa kc wla ka nmang karapatan maiicp mo nlang bgla-bkt ang taong pinapangarap ko, binabasura lang ng ibang tao?----hy.,..after dis..i hope & pray dat things wil be okay na..coz ive bin through a lot of things na&i thonk i cant stand it anymor...hmmm...huhu!!!
okai...haha! I SUPPOSE IM ALMOST DONE NAH WID OUR RESEARCH WORK IN ENGLISH,,HEHEH!! I DID MY PART ALREADY...WEE, WE STAYD AT SOLO'S HAUS...HMMM..THANKS TO SOLO FOR THE MCDO LUNCH..HAHAH! ... AFTR DAT NANLIBRE XA NG ICE MONSTER! ... CIAY WAS SO MASAYA...GUES WAT WE SAW JAY-R DEL ROSARIO..TALKING ABOUT DROP-DEAD-GORGEOUS...HEHE! WEEE...KILIG...WAAAH IT WAS A LONG DAY.. & CONSIDER THE FACT NA 5 TIMES NAG-BROWN OUT...HAY!! WATAH DAY...ARGH... TNX TO CIAY & SOLO...HEHEH!!
oh here pla are some of our pix during our retreat... the rockin augustinians...oh ces-we luk gud together..haha! joke... pae-lik wer lyk artistas hir..hahah! *KOMONTRA --panget* oh the lg-gals...hahah!weeew...& here's my doggy---BUDOY!!! weee.. cute nia noh???..wee ces hope ur now riding my blog---TULOY RECORDING BUKAS... nga pla to the pockerz,,este fockerz pla? wonder why bt wala c aling?hahah... wee...am so excited na to the meteor shower later..weee...geh!!
..wee.. its 10:30 in the evening nah..and I just got home.. galling aq sa haws ni pinsan,hmmm… okai.. whatta ROCKYROAD DAY… I wke up at around 7 in the morning to wait for myka..bcoz we still have to finalize some stuffs for our cf research… then I decided to do our captions in arts..(oh tnx to my trusted color-cordinated construction papers)…heheh! Then at around 8 I tuk a 5 minute bath..of course I’m late again for 20 mins. Imagine I went to school without combing my hair..well wats new pa nga ba? Hehe.. then wen I was in the school nah, I saw norlyn rushing at me,, ORAL DEFENSE na daw!?? Wheew PANIC TIME…then for 5 mins. I gathered my grupm8s tryin to sum up the whole research work for them..whoah..it’s maam edna!! Whoah!! Everybody in the room was lyk in a rush..nervous!! puyat!! But it was jst a false alarm pla because maam was jst checking da things that we hav accomplished then she gve us time until 4pm to finish the revisions..in our group,, we reconstructed our conclusions & recommendations..whew thanks to pae & nor,,my trusted secretary & translator for the day,hahah!! Hmm… of course wats new the 4th year students were like busy.. rushing their arts painting, thesis work, cf portfolio & notebook..woah! thank god..pae,ces & I finished our work on time…GO PHARMA GIRLS.. its lyk everybody is in the bad mood set up..haha! then we also watchd the planetarium…wheee,, its like before we enter the st.Thomas room…we hav to remove out shoes…& it was like my socks r damaged,, in short butas sila…dyahe…well,, the show must go on,…it was amazing,,heheh!! Nakaka-stiff neck lang tlga.. then after the planetarium thing..it was our dry run..wheew it was hottah hottah in the grade 6 room,, it seems that all the grups were lyk sablay…tsk tsk..!! then.. the rest of the afternun I was like jst lagu-lagu the whole tym..eeerr!! then we had our practc in the song writing thing!! Worst,,,I got bad trip because wer nt complete!! Eer I hate it tlga!! Thanks to ces who accompanied me to the cr and eat lots of fud..heheh! then we made kwentuhan wid my past..past..past..past.. ***E* …then I decided to go home na…so that I can make paligo na of budoy..okay budoy is my 2 month old ½ askal & ½ imported puppy.. his original name was ISEN but don was lyk making kontra so I decided to changed it nlang!!! Oh by the way I fil so bad because today is our last meeting wid our catechist but I wasn’t able to teach because I was so busy with our research & our practice..i feel so bad…its like I wasn’t able to gve my best shot..im a little bit nahihiya wid sir Edmund & wid my fellow catechist…well mybe theres a reason why it happened!! Argh… The moment I land in our bakuran, I luk 4 budoy then I gve him a refreshing bath…only to find out that he’s having his GARAPATA na..weee eeki!! So I removd everythin nah..hay thank gogd,,he is now garapata free… then I went to myt pinsan’s haws..to make pa-scan of my friend’s pictures…then we surf the net, play, jke around and all..oh we r also planning to go to the carnival tomorrow…oh yes!!! Hehe… so excited nah…hahah! Infairness, I enjoyd the company of my cousin.. I jst realzd dat I’m so glad to hav him..hahah!! weeeeee,,,**LIG..haha!! joke lang… oh whattah Friday!!!hahah..
Waw..it’s a beautiful saturday morning…wat tym is it??? Oh its 7:40 in the morning…okay im so excited my brother,,,sisters,,pamangkins will go home today!! Yippee… sad part is we have our English meeting today(solo’s haws,..) well I hope that we can finish everything today…hmm… sna din di ma-late c gox…oh im planning to wear a pambahay outfit…short,white shirt 7 tsinelas…ready to go…hahah!! Oh I should also look for a recording studio later..eeer!! nman kce I was like wanted in the jmb recording studio…yi, asar!!!! Okay…it’s our fault anyway that’s why we can’t do something about it…asking for forgiveness is not good choice…wheew..! hmm,, sana matuloy yung carnival nmen..wee.. o gosh today is meteor day…okay 50 wishes…wt kya… Wish list: pumayat aq, maka-graduate aq, kip my family & friends safe all the time,be included in the top 15,pass in the mapua test,study in manila,passs in all my oral defense,hav my face its diamond peel treatment,win in the song writing,sana wlang magutom,I hope that this country will be stable na…-no corruption,no rally& all..have lotsa of money!! Be successful in all the things dat I do, masku forever, hav a strong-ER relationship with GOD..i want to have a maybelline make up kit,I want to take up interior design…hmmm watelse?? I hope everyone will 4gve me from all the things that I did..more friends(TRUE FRIENDS)…fix my room,my closet…hmm,, eat in the northern brew today, go to carnivel, hav inner peace, BE LOVED!! Eer find the perfek match nah…I don’t wanna get hurt anymore…whee! I wish I can A_C_C_E_P_T all the things & changes around me..i want to let go of HIM(1)…& finally love HIM(2)…hahah!!! Lastly, I want to be good…oh bo, it’s like this…I WANT TO BE THE BEST ALL THE TIME.. woah…many wishes here,heheh!! Bsta un lang sto ko,hahah!! It seems that im bein IDEALISTIC hir ah..hehe!!
· oh by the way,, regarding the guy named …??… weee…hahah!! I jst realized that he’s not the one pla..hehehhhh!!! Jerome, bnabawi q na yung thank u koh,heheh…jwk~~!!
….hmm I jst wish ol the luck for me…. Hmm somtyms I don’t understand myself? Its lyk…I giving everything buit still it cant work out..its painful( a lil bit,,) even though he’s jst a fren? Special fren? ,..don’t really know..pipol around tlga has a big influence..hmm… wonder why…!! Hy…
hei...tapos na kme ng thesis sa cf...bwahaha!!!! thankx to pae...charie..boipren noel...haha!!! after all..we made it!!! happy me...y? la lng...iba ung sense of fulflment na nafifil q dhil im almost done wid ol da stuffs...almst DONE!!! galing!!! hahah... okai...gotta go...we nid to type pa dbah
okai... exams... aus lang nman! hahaha... nakakasakit ng ulo,,weee puyatz puyatz nanaman... hello eyebgs!! asar nga eh... eww! thesis pa..oral defense,, waaah song writing,,,WANTED: RECORDING STUDIO!! hahah...asar! >>> SPEAKING OF LOADS OF WORK... lately lang im into dis guy,well well well... dnt know him dat well pa pero it SEEMS dat he is a great guy? wahaha... tnx to bulan 4 introducing me to this guy...hu knows xa na pla yung ryt guy for me... okai...lets nt assume...bcoz...guys today r not dat...matino na,db? for them...girls r jst *laruan* at ito namang tatanga tanga na babae..haha! i jst dont understand how many pipol get into stupid relationships.. hopinf for a perfect,,happy ending! DUh,. di nman ikaw c cinderella... i mean later on,, ul also luk for someone dat u know na mag-lalast tlga db? someone na makakasama mo for the restof your life... hmmmmm getin mushy here!!HEHEH... okai..waaah i hve dis crush,, its mark...d brother of my bsfren don...yi,,he is so cute...as mentioned by CES mhilig xang magpa-cute!! yi..*KILIG*...ehem dis is not child abuse,,,even CESkxe hus into da bro of NOEL...hehe! oh...i jst realizd...i want zagu..hm...& carnival... waaah star city tau augustine??? geh nah... weeee...sna d mahirap test bukas...(FINGERSCLOSD) wahaah>>>GotTaGo! REAL vS REEL...
wala aqng gana mag-rebyu??? eeer... tinatamads na aq... hmmm im hapi na bcoz... *** & i r okay na,,, i mean im now relievd... gus2 q ba xa? aba mah-lay q... hmmm... got loads of things to do.... well... revyu! cf & english thesis...*PRESSURE* PORTFOLIOS...grad Song...okai...panic??oh... nxt... my college life? well auf vs ust vs mapua...sn nga ba? fhatz.... oh another thing.... my conflict wid dj...tsk! ....o jerome... a fren of mine introduce me to his fren name james,,,hmmm is sid for real? or another boplakx...well... boys r jst da same,,,haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay! gotta go... *-*
