he came into my life wen i least expect it..day by day wer getin closer..da communication is very constant..im hapi--he's hapi..we hav a lot of things in common...wer both hopeless romantic..we eat 2geder..we enjoy each others company..its lyk wiv known each other for yirz nah..i was hapi da whole tym..we laf 2geder..we trust each other..wen he came into my lyf, i cant help but to smile & luk forward to anodr day...anodr day 2 b wid him...2 tok to him..2 b wid him..i didnt notice how lil by lil he's changing my lyk...& likewse i do to his..it was like a magic...!! ol i know is dat i was so hapi...!!.. days passed.. pipol strted to get intrigue wid our closenes...DUH? y care... i dserv to b hapi once i awhle...i dserv to hav gud pipol around me...to worsen da ctuation, he strtd 2 lyk som1...som1 hus betr dan me..yi..i fil so bad, his time wid me strted to decrease..until it came to da point dat we seldom tok..& be wid each oders company..i felt dt dip widin me, im strting to miss his hair, his mirror, his smile, his corny jokes, his bones,,,-EVERYTHING..bt y am i lyk dis? im jst a fren? okai a bstfren? --WTEVR! i mean y now? now dat im starting to really enjoy his company.. i dont undrztand y i fil dis way..pipol say im jst pretending dat im okay but in fact im fine w/o him..bt its lyk ders something missing in my lyf...arghhh i know later on da friendshp we hve establish will be lost!! but u know,, i want to use my remaining time wid him bt its lyk he's refusing to do so..eeer...i dont even know y im typing dis whole thing hir? i mean-...yi!! okai,,i hve to unload na kc...ive bin so full--i fil bad lang kc eh...its lyk gnawa mo na lhat jst to hav him for good bt still it jst cant...yah i knoe nman na im not intelgent lyk her,im nt swit lyk her,im not prity nor sexy...because we r different!! yes we are... im not galit to any1...bt i just dont luk da situation dat im onto ryut now..its hard..kc nman parang bitin--bitin ung story..."...and u left me jst wen i needed u most."...tlgang d pa aq natuto...i always fall 4 rong person...i tot he'll stay bt i was wrong.. i mis him..i hope pipol around us will stop intriguing na..coz it hurts a lot..mskit pg nkikita m ung mhal mo nasasaktan dhl sa mhal nia wla kang magawa kc wla ka nmang karapatan maiicp mo nlang bgla-bkt ang taong pinapangarap ko, binabasura lang ng ibang tao?----hy.,..after dis..i hope & pray dat things wil be okay na..coz ive bin through a lot of things na&i thonk i cant stand it anymor...hmmm...huhu!!!
hold me now at 1:27 AM
