April 17, 2005
11:10 p.m.
…hmm just got home…waaah…whattah day..really…very very very memo-ra-ble…hai!
Game,, I went to school awile ago to look for maam dhen and give the payments for our class pictures, unfortunately, I wasn’t able to find her so I just went to the main campus for our practice, I was late for 10 minutes… well, sir john got mad.. really he was! Anyway, we had our practice, it was so init…paulit-ulit&all…I also felt bad ( a little ) when I saw my classmates who are being awarded with academic awards..aww I felt bad.. I know I could’ve done better pa siguro…anyways, I felt happy when we practiced our song then my name was mentioned as one of the composers..aw! I was so relieve because I know that we’ve worked hard for it…I was so happy for dan Kevin too… anyways after the practice we decided to order some food at the mcdonalds then we went to IS to practice again… we waited for an hour pa, since all the teachers were so busy..and we’re all in a hurry to go home to have some beauty rest for the grad party..unfortunately, we stayed at around 1:30 na..still I wasn’t able to go home, sir john was like pushing me to my limit to create a very touching speech for the tribute to the parents…finally, I’ve come up with a good one..so at around quarter to 3, I went home..eh call time kaya namen 3 in the afternoon…duh? 15 minutes preparation..i haven’t eaten yet,,,and all… to my surprise when I was about to ride a tricycle, I saw ces & my mom..then when I got home, I rushed into the bathroom to take a 3 minute bath then…riding a tricycle, ces&I went to jojo concepcion…to fix our hair & face…but it took us 40 minutes in the parlor, at first I didn’t really like my make up-I look like a monster..then we walkes through the street of sto. Rosario…with the outfit..make up..heels and all..people we’re like shock! I mean what’s with the dress & make up…hehe! But you know, we don’t have any choice…we’re in a hurry..my father wasn’t able to fetch us….anyway, we ride the tricycle…we fetched our mom..we arrived at the school…-Late! Yes we are! I really didn’t know what to do..i was naiirita and nahihiya with my outfit & my make up was so kapal…but when I saw the others, I felt a little bit relieve…thank god wala akong kaparehong outfit, I was surprised with the outfit of my batchmates…we all looked fabulous…thanks..wala akong kaparehong damit…then immediately after the mass, sir john give me my speech,. He corrected some of the parts.. I couldn’t believe that I made that speech,hehe…so we practice & all. Then the start of the program…of course the dancing divas of the school…the abgelic voices & all…hehe! Then the video presentation…(our baby poictures) waah…then my moment…my speech.. awww-everybody was quiet…I was reminded with the advice of sir john to deliver it with a heart,,, waaah! And so I did it…I cried…some of the parents cried…mom of dk,nj…& the others..i was crying too…my sipon..oh maam edna…! Waaah I made it…! After my speech…many people…unknown faces congratulated me..give me a smile & all.. that was my moment & I made it..hehe! anyways, It’s good to know,feel&see that young as I am…I inspire other p[eople…aw! Anyways after that…hmm our song number..i believe,hehe! Then we had our dinner, oh I love the leche flan…yummy! Then picture picture,.awww..”you’ll be the emcee.” Sir rhod said…gosh…script..oh no! thanks to mr. Pamintuan…brilliant mind..i love it! After the meal, majority of the parents went home…my mother was still there, I can see that she’s enjoying the company of lulu’s mom & ek’s mom..hehe! then start…may aberya pa…walang cd for the dancing part,I was disappointed..aaron…trina&I didn’t know what to do..thanks to ces’ I-pod..wehehe! there it goes…we dance..i enjoyed every minute though there are attempts of cramps because of my 3 inches heels, thank god I’m still fine…then when the masku and I got the chance to dance…& take the center stage I finally confessed that I passed the test in mapua..(o yah,they texted me…aww…at least I now have the assurance that I’ll really study in manila but I’ll still wait for my ust result..yes)…they were sad..(I think) but I assured them that before I go, I’ll meet them..the we dance…parters by partners…girl to girl…boy to boy… I just felt that I’m so blessed with good friends…they’re like my second family…really! I’ll miss them-ALL! Anyways…I captured many moments…at one point, while I was sitting at the corner, I just look back…finally-I made it! And here I am, weeks from now, I’ll be facing new challenges in life,I hope I can still do it..hehe! tears again, drama queen…hehe! Hmm.. I also felt awkward on the latter part where everybody were like dancing and only masku and the others were like nagsasarili…personally I want to join…since those people became close to me at one point..but I refused to do so.. they’re still happy without my presence..i want to make it with the masku people…just for this moment…oh ces,cub,nor,jen,gox,jap,joe,timo,klie,don,cati,tin,pae,alice,bang,dj…-THE MASKU & CO… huhu! Hope.. they’ll still be around..wherever I go.. at this moment…I’m happy because after all-the four years of hardships…I’m finally graduating…but I’m sad because things will never be the same…I’ll go on my own way now,,,but I’m still excited of what’s going to happen..i’ll just follow my heart’s desire…hmmm to all the graduating class of 2006…kudos guys, we made it! I love you-ALL! Steeeg! Muah… hay gotta sleep, I still have to wake up at around 6 in the morning, for me not to be scolded with sir john…oh before I forget, sir john & I took the center stage awhile ago..hehe…we dances ocho-ocho…baduy! But it was fun,hehe! To trina&aaron…hmmm hey we made it…after all-WE ARE ALL WINNERS ! hehe…ciao!
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