!*Natividad, Fatima Reina R.
im FhatZZz.
im lovin' my life as a student in MAPUA, (viva! we RULE & ROCK)!
im in LOVE with my FOLKS.AUGUSTINIANS '06.MY FAMILY.MY FRIENDS.MY M-A-S-K-U.
i *HEART* kenneth-kyla-ann!!.
i crave for *slEEp*!
for everything that i have-I GLORIFY GOD.
i love mapuans.mapuans.mapuans.mapuans.uber in love with them!.
i love math (yep, lovin' it now).
im patient. im a cry baby. im sensitive. im active.
i love my nephew&niece. yuan&sean. i love kids.
im fhatzzz & i'll always be.
i now HATE working out!.
&about
#1 a peaceful country! sna wla ng mag-hirap
#2 forever have good friends at my side.
#3 m-a-s-k-u forevr.
#4 keneth.ann.kyla(forevr frnshp)!
#5 **** **********!
#6 212 perfume.
#7 good health for my folks.
#8 get THIN. XOXOX!!
#9 write a book.
#10 more faith in GOD & long life for me.
#11 less bad words in my vocabulary.huhu.
#12 finish my degree with flying colors. i have to prove my worth.
wheew..finally IM BACK..!! AFTER A ROLLER-COASTER WEEK THAT WAS..YEE..
JUNE 21’06*Wednesday..
MY MEDICAL EXAM DAY.. NAG-MRT&LRT AKO AT SOBRANG INIT TLAGA..KALA KO NGA HINDI AKO AABOT SA SKED KO..IMAGINE FROM CEMBO I WENT TO ATE JOEY’S OFFICE TO GET THE KEYS THEN I WENT TO WEST REMBO TO GET THAT SINGLE APPOINTMENT SLIP THEN MRT GOING TO TAFT THEN LRT GOING TO HE CENTRAL STATION THEN I WALKED FOR 20 MINUTES TO REACH OUR CAMPUS..NAKO KYA NGA WHEN I GOT THERE I WAS LIKE A *BASANG SISISW*.. TO MY SURPRISE I SAW MY CRUSH, I DON’T KNOW THE NAME BUT I SAW HIM NUNG ENROLLMENT, I BET ENGINEERING DIN COURSE NIA.. THE CONVERSATION GOES LIKE THIS..
FATZ: HI EXCUSE ME, SAAN YUNG STEP 1? Crush ko: hmm ditto miss(with a smile) Fatz: ah okay thanks.(I smiled too) Grabeh he’s so gwapo-swear! Tall..mapute..smilling face..red lips..nice hair.. Okay too much of that guy.. then dun sa x-ray area I heard the nurse saying na i.e. yung course nung mga katabi ko..so nung nakaupo na kinapalan ko ang aking pagmumukha then nakipag-usap ako dun sa guy na kataboi ko..
& CONFIRMED..I.E. NGA COURSE NIYA THEN WE COMPARED OUR C.M.-GOTCHA CLASSMATES KME..YAHU! HIS NAME IS MAGIC FROM CAVITE..YUN OKAY NAMAN XA,HE LOOKS LIKE THE BROTHER OF CES? BSTA YUN I WAS WITH HIM THE WHOLE DURATION OF OUR MEDICAL EXAM..THEN I MET HANEE (PSYCH FROM MAKATI TOO..WEE)& ROMAR (ECE—SO GWAPO DIN) UN..WE’RE LUGHING SO HARD TALAGA..EWAN KO NAKA-TRIP ATA AKO NUN PATI YUNG DOCTOR NA NAG-CHECK SAMEN,PINAGKAMALAN PA KAMING MAY SAYAD NI HANEE..EHEH! THEN I GOT MY I.D. NARIN..YUN SOBRANG I LOOK LIKE A ABNORMAL..SOB..SOB..=( DESPITE OF MY SUCKIN I.D. & TIRING BYAHE..I FEEL GREAT AT THE END OF THE DAY KASE AS DAYS GOES BY, DUMADAMI NA FRIENDS KO..IM ENJOYING MY STAY HERE..=)
JUNE 22’06*thursday…
i had my math plus class..dami assignment!! dij totally rocks,she’s always there to help me out with the nerve wracking-eye popping-tear jerking math problems..ehehe!! after class ledif,jane,jeramae&i went to sm to eat&have fun..laugh trip again!! it’s good that i know how to deal with different kind of personalities..& we really get a long very well.. evening-txt-txt kme ni ^^,..i asked him if pwede kame mag-sabay tom..haay bsta he’s hard-to-reach..im confused with my feelings to him..
june 23’06 *friday
im suppose to go home in pampanga pero my bro said sabay nlang ako skanila sa sat. (tipid pamasahe din yun).. i baby-sit yiu & sobrang kulit xa,,waah..now im realizing how hard it is to have kids..waah!! p.s:ngayon araw nagkanta ng *alipin* si sir john accdg to aling then i texted sir john to confirm..gotcha-totoo nga!! haha..he was so nervous saw..ehe!! …waaah napansin ko lang tumatakaw ako..waah i have to keep myself busy para wag tirahin ang food..ehehe!!
june 24’06 *saturday
uwian day..b4 kme umuwi ng pampanga dumaan muna kme sa bulacan..my g-o-s-h i love my bro’s house,sobrang ganda..its my dream house,,i cant wait to spend seasons holidays there..im so proud sa bro ko,i know kase how he worked hard para makarating sa status nia sa buhay ngaun..he’s my oinspiration..i hope someday maging kamukha ko din xa..ehe!! wen we got home,as usual i saw the happiness in my mother’s eyes..i missed her!! yun there’s no place like home *talaga*..grabeh yui-for the 2nd time around kulit ni yui …huhu!! change topic, i watched the ncaa game,mapua vs pcu..grabe our skul won..i can now feel the spirit of being a true blooded *c*a*r*d*i*n*a*l!! ehehe.. then i watched the *posh @ qtv*..aus yung show na yun..im lovin it!! then nung gabi..katxt ko si besfren pecz..yun he miss me na & likewise i do too..=,(
june 25’06 *sunday
i thought we’re going to attend the mass sa clark..too bad..=,( okay here i go again..hoping for something to happen that most likely can’t come true.. thank god i have my pamangkins around to brighten up my day..they’re so sweet&kulit at the same time..nung afternoon,my parents&i attended the mass minus my sister-she’s sick..kya yun after mass bonding kme ng aking mga magulang..grabe im so glad that i have them in my life they totally rock!!!..im suppose to sleep very early pero yun aling&i had our text marathons..yun i was sharing my experiences here..that living a life in metro is not pure fun&gimmick..for me it’s all about living a life in a responsible way&knowing how to handle your finances very well& proving your worth.. *its hard as i alwAYS SAY BUT EXPERIENCES COUNTS A LOT* =)
JUnE 26’06 *MONDAY
OH THIS MORNING I STAYED IN OUR HOUSE WITH MY SISTER-SICK..HAHA THEN I TRIED TO ANSWER SOME OF THE ITEMS IN MY ASSIGNMENT..INFAIRNESS IM IMPROVING NA..HAHA! TNX MRS. SABINO..I LOVE YOU PO!! HAHA.. THEN NUNG AFTERNOON, ALIS DAPAT KME NI PECZ BUT IT WAS CANCELLED SO NAG-MEET NLANG KME NI CARYL THEN EAT..*SOBRANG weird NIYA..MALOLOKA AKO..EHEHE!! oh i even saw mike a.k.a pekto,he luks great-kwentuhan sandali etc…THEN NAKIPAG-MIT AKO KAY DADDY SOLO TO GET THE DVD OF GRADUATION*CAN’T WAIT TO WATCH IT!!..HE LOOKS GREAT WITH HIS UNIFORM YUN Tapos hinahanap nia si *****!! nyahah!! then nag-punta muna ako sa internet café to my surprise i sad this guy na lagi kong nakikita sa church *semi-crush ko xa & he’s making papansin din..ehehe..familian pala xa, i thought college na xa..tsk-sk-tsk..sayang!! tpos si ^^, inapruv na testi q skanya..ahihi!! finally after ng mahabang paghihintay dumating na si kikz&drew..yun nagpagawa nko ng eye glasses ko..huhu..125 na ata grado ko eh..
commercial break: promise totoo na toh,, i want to get over with ^^,…it wont work out tlga…haaayy..lord-*h-*e-*l-*p-*!! nuko tinu nga ng family..friends..etc na..pero yung lovelife ko naman-sablay!!
bak to da story..wen i got home..dumating naman si dk,well he’s there to tutor me..haha! bait noh? yun kwentuhan bwt his girlettz..lalo xang gumaling sa math!! yun kumain kme then i barrowed pecs’s guitar..(i miss dis guy)..yun apung ke played the guitar..waah ni-record nmen yung grad song nmen..haha*masterpiece..dugo at pawis puhunan nten dun,db dk?* at the end of the day ang masasabi ko ay—pagod ako!! i need sleep..eheheh!!
june 27’06 *thursday
i wake up very early kase luluwas ako..thank god yung five star bus yung nsakyan ko so binaba nila ako sa mismong guagalupe so hnd ako nkipag siksikan sa mrt..yahu! yun nung nsa apartment nko,i barrowed my bro’s laptop then i watched the dvd ng grad..grabeh i cried&realized that i miss my batchmates..really..when i saw them..i remembered the memories..the late night projects..eye popping programs&all..pero natawa naman ako dun sa part nung pagkanta ng grad song whereas nagkamali si pamela cueva dizon..as in halatang-halata tapos nasa gitna at front pa naman xa..eheh! after watching,i dressed up..yun math plus..& i realized na 2nd to the last meeting nalang pla namen..huhu..sob..sob.. yun mrs.sabino gve us the chance to meet out classmates yun..they’re all cool at nalaman ko na din name ng crush ko,it’s *romar* hehe..kaso nung kalagitnaan ng class nmen,he was scolded because of his big mouth sobra xa sa ingay..ehe! yun after class, sm manila with ledif..den kwentuhan then he thanked me kc daw bsta para daw akong heaven sent because natulungan ko xa, na-realized nia na *past is past* sobrang na inspired daw xa..nung sinabi niya yun,sobrang happy ko..-mission accomplished- yun lang naman ang mission ko sa buhay eh,ang makapag-dala ng pag-babago sa buhay ng ibang tao..=,)
highlight of this day—happy 20th mothsary masku!! i love you ces,joe,jap,cub,nor,jen..kip rockin!! muahhhhhhhhhhhhhugsotayt!!
JUNE 28’O6
I HAD A 10 HOURS SLEEP LAST NYT..NO MATH CLASS TODAY..I STAYED IN OUR APARTMENT..HOME ALONE..I WATCHED *GET HITCHED* W/C IM RILY LOVIN RYT NOW..SOBRA!! THEN WASH CLOTHES..SLEEP..WATCH..EAT..DO MY ASAYNMENT..TOM. IS OUR LAST MEETING IN MATH CLASS.. HIGHLIGHT OF THE DAY: KINULIT AKO NO ALING ABOUT THE IDEA OF TRANSFERRING IN MANILA..ACCDG TO HER SHE HATES HER SCHOOL..ANGELES CITY..BLAH..BLAH..I WANT TO HELP HER GET HERE BUT IT SEEMS THAT ITS VERY IMPOSSIBLE TO HAPPEN?? WAAH..I WANT HER TO GET HERE BECAUSE SHE’LL LEARN A LOT OF THIGS HERE-PROMISE!!
JUNE 29'06 (thursday-TODAY!!)
wen i wke up its 7am alredy..take a bath,..eat breakfast..iron my favorite orange sleeveless..well its my last day in math plus so i have to luk gud just for once ..ehe! I hate the fx driver (matanda na nga xa, uber kaskasero naman!!)..wen i got der in my skul..hmm (my frens&i-we are ol rushing to dij*the math genius&my first fren* thank gofd she saved us from out terror teacher..haha!! tnx sa paturo dij,,umuah) after clas -sm..eat 2geder den ledif&i-roam around da mall..usual kwentuhan..den bid gudbyes to him..okai dats it..im excited for tomorow's big event wid alice..star city-here we come!! woah i dont know if im excited to my corz or wat..hmph..i suck in math..i swear!!
SATURDAY(evening)--i finaly saw our future apartmnt..jst ryt d tri of us..well mejo mas malayo xa compared sa apartment nila kuya...waaah i hve to walk pa!! next..i saw my skul sa imbestigador(chan 7) waaaw..asteeg nabana aq!! ehehe!!
SUNDAY(061806)--hapi fathers dae ALEJANDRO SIONGCO *laki butas ilong 2lad ko* NATIVIDAD!! yeah..love u tang!! --------->> hapi bortdei to my ka*mAsKu* RAFAEL TILA *pa-qt* LAYSON!! yeah rok-on!! lov u batak..yan ha..TILA midle name mo & hindi TIMBOL..ehehe!! ces..ehem...
home swit home..ANGELES CITY!!! its true ders no place lyk marisol..ders no yummy brekfst lyk tinapa,hotdog&egg plus c2..yummy.. too bad d kme nagcmba sa clark..eeee,,rest muna kaya noh..ehe!! den late afternun, we atended d mas den kain as always..im so hapi..eheh!!my family rockss!!
wen we got home..i finaly sed my plans to my sister *da idea of goin bak den work den tke pol sci*..hm ol she sed -->> ngaun pa, now dat ur just few steps away from wat u rily drim of... shes ryt..hu cares if ibagsak ko ang algebra,,i cn tke it agen pa naman,,& as mrs.sabino always say *MAS MAGANDA NG BUMAGSAK NG MAY NATUTUTUNAN KLAYSA PUMASA NG WALANG ALAM*..rok on!! ginanahan aq mag-aral!!
MONDAY(061906)--early in d morning i got my pasalubong from kyla *tnx..lov d shirt* & aunt dona for d make up *lov dem so much!!*
mit wid don*my besfren..finally* i saw lots of ex-clasm8z..cati..czar..ciay..faye..shelley..lian..amio..chruista..dj..chiow..tut..joe..un kwen2han wid donding..same feelin parin..sbrang comfortable&secured aq wen im wid dis gay este guy pla..ehe!! gosh..im napapa-tili wenevr nkakakita aq ng mga kilala q..ehe!! lalo na wen i saw joe malatong&tilapz..ehe!! after dat i met jeni sa mol..she luks so difernt..*chubby..tol* nyc..betr u!! gal tok..misin d dayz!! tnkZ JENNY SALVADOR MANALOTO!! lov yah cz..i had fun!! muah.. den punta ulit sa main 2 mit myu one & only bituka..waah CHA!! wla prin makakatalo sa taong toh,,she's stil d same person hu never fails 2 understand&make me fil gud!! lov yah..sobra!! batak!! tnx sa treat..cheezy fries!! den,..we saw gox..ces..budjoy(*bigger Boobs!!heehee!! peace!!) hmm..japi..pokwang..klie*again!! den nor (waaah i mis sis payatot...napatili ulit aq..eheh) oh she's wid her rumored boyfren cub..eheh!! hu made dilat of my pawis wen he was about to giv me a kis..ehe!! bsta im so hapi..ehe! den i went 2 sm clark 2 mit kennet!! duh as usual..eat..eat..dance revo*at last!!* & david salon..eheh!! den uwi na den kwen2han wid kyla..goDdddd!! im so blesd 2 hav dis bunch of pipol in my lyf!!! sobra!! =,(
TUESDAY(o62006)-puyat as usul..tnx to my parents na hinatid aq hanggang terminal!! ehe.. buti nlang d masikip sa bus!! hha..too bad kelangan kong bumaba sa cubao terminal*new place* den mrt..*sikip* amoy putok buct!! panic..late na aq..den i tuk a bath para naman di ako amoy usok pag dating ng skul..waah!! MARATHON again..thank GOD at 10:29 am dumating aq sa building q..yahu.. tnx 2 dij na nag-save ng upuan for me..yeah!! hai.. lesson of corz..algebra!!! waah!! den un aftr clas..go kme ni ledif *pinag baligta na fidel is ledif..astg!! kung ganu ka weird ang name nia,gnun din ang knyang personality..waah! naloka aq sa mga pinagkwekwen2 nia..lyk me binully din xa...kya gnun ang knyang personality..infairnez 2 my self i tried my very best to inspire him&lift his spirit..to my surprise habang nag-sasabi sabi aq..na-realyz q how luky i am bcoz i was able to survive my *past lyf*past personality* ehehe!! grbeh i'l include him sa prayers q..he nids it!! ehe!!...nyweiz..i dont know y im soooooo hapi today,...uhm bsta..ehe!!
waaah med exam q tom..wee-karayom!! wag po...huhu!!
WED(061406)-home alone..no math plus 2dae..stuk in d haws..wash clothes*hand wash for 5 hours* T_T THURSDAY(061506)-I had my math class..i saw casey minus burn..hirs mrs. sabino agen tryin to chalenge us.. sm wid jane&jeremae.. bought a baby tee @ bench..syaks im broke.. i waited for 1 1/2 hours just 2 ride d fx..im stuk sa trafic..i got home very late! im soo tired!! kinda hapi wid my 'open' comunication wid ^^, FRIDAY(061606)-sis&i went sa megaMOL..WE SAW DINGDONG DANTES..*starstruck* too bad my fone is low bat..waah!! he's drop dead gorgeous tlga!! bought a rily cute sneakers deyr pink..too bad deyr masikip!! waah!! den wen we got home, we packed our things,,we'll be transferin to anoder apartment..it was so nakakapagod..at end of d day,,i cant help but to thank d lord for i have a very sweet&loving sister lyk joey!!hehe!! 8hapi agen comunication wid ^^, SATURDAY(061706)-my gosh nabalat ang mga paa becoz pinilit q parin ang new shus q na isuot..ang ending naglalagay aq ng band aid sa kalagitnaan ng intramuros..hai..tnx 2 god i saw jeramae,,den kulz&erika binilhan nila q ng band aid..how swit!! so 2mingin aq ng flipflops na availble sa bukstor ng skul nmen,gues wat meron ngang flipflops,tatak ay mapua..astig..cool!! kaso P250..duh>?? nver mind..naubos ang utak q sa leson nmen bwt radicals as usual..den sm id kulz&ledif pero later on nagka-sabog sabog din kme..hay,.,un..maya uwi na q ng pampanga..yahu!! i mis kenneth ian sison pecson nah...!!! ehe...& my surutz..weepee!! honestly at d back of my head..hir i go agen..gus1 q ng mag shift..hay considering na sa july 10 plang regular clas nmen..waaah!! deadma.,
SATURDAY:(061006) pumasok aq ng skul..hi-hello to new frenz..i met kulz(from palawan..so sweet..pinypayan nia aq kninang pawis-pawis aq)..jeramae&jane... den d 2 'J' & i went to sm.. eat..kwento..walk..i had a gr8 tym wid dem..den ride jipney&fx..rushin to go home (sa city of angels)..its my mom's bday party kc...den i abang ng bus...eeer...i was standin sa hul duration ng byahe..den wen i finaly got home i saw my relatives&oder bcita..wen my mom was about to blow her candle, my sis ask her wish den my mom sed *SANA MAGBALIK NEMU I-QUEENY KENI* awww...sh*t! dag-dag confusion pa toh db?
Sunday:(061106) my bro&his family went to bulacan den sis&her bf went to zambales..cnung natira sa haws? aq..&my parents,,,as usual my mom is lyk nagdradrama..namimis dw nia ang company ng mga anak nia...she fils 'iniwan' na xa,,,hay..dont knw...den kosi&ces made sundo of me..*SOBRANG LAF TRIP* as mentioned by ces in her blog...look oh??
CEs' bLOg--->LAUGHTRIP!!! soLid!!!! az in!! owkeii.. so gni2 xe ung pLan.. su2nduin q c fhatz sknLa.. den punta kme SM.. think..?? SM-MARISOL-SM.. gnyn kta ka-love fhatz!!! waa!! ehe!! nwei,, xmpre.. c kosi.. prng.. uhh..?? kabute b un? bgLan sumusuLpot.. ehe!! waaa!!! pumunta sa hauz.. so aun.. my ksma aq.. hhmmnnn.. xmpre pumasok nah cla db.. so ngpkwento aq ng mga first week bloopers.. etc.. etc.. etc.. hahahaha!! mya q nah kwentooo.. ehe! so nkna fhatz nkme.. kwntuhan.. so we rode dz jeepney nah.. (fhatz.. 2nd yr college owkeii.. wee!) so un.. naala2 q ung mga first day bloopers nah knwento ni kosi so pnkwen2 q pra kei fhatz.. e2 ung mga kwentoo.. hahaha!! use ur imagination owkiez..??
ok.. so un nga.. u know how fatima laughs dba..?? imagine!!! nsa jeepney kme nian a!!! wit some of d people laughin wit us.. hahahahahaha!! ung tulog ngcng.. tas ung my ktxt nkinig nLan.. hahahaha!! saya saya!! fhatz nd i sa SM nga.. shop.shop.shop nnmn.. tas ate sa tokyo2x.. xa ung ngLine for me. haha!! crush dw nia ung guy sa hrap nia.. wee!! tas my daughter nah pla.. ehe!! haha!! pro infareness.. qt nga ung 'teenage dad'.?? pae? remembr? haha!! tas un.. mjo nkkta q sna xa kung d lan epal ung dalawang geek in pink nd ung qt nah c polo guy.. (fhatz?) un! az in kht sn kme mgpunta nandun cla pink geeks nd c polo guy.. dhil ba nka-pink dn aq at gusto nio qng isali sa inyong samahan..?? waaa!! bsta.bsta.. wyl we wer walkin.. xe shes rushin mkauwi.. tawa ng tawa ng tawa ng tawa c fatimaaaa!!! err..??? kkhiya!! so wt we'll do.. stopover muna tas tatawa.. ehe!! bsta!! oa ung advnture nmen.. khit i lost one of d plastics nung nsa hyper nah kme.. kya la q psalubong ky tok.. ehe!! soriii.. bsta un.. saya!! kya ikaw!! MAPUA GURL!!!!! october 27 is a must!!! loveyou..^_^
**ces..i lov yah tooo! syet... wag na tau dadaan sa L-time studio ulit ha??hehe,,,
& i saw vj & caryl..waaah i didnt know na c caryl un..&vj...waaah...im confused..kosi,totoo ba un??kc...na-fofol narin ata aq ky...??geee..
-wATevR-
okai..aftr sm..i went home den church kme ng parents q..gosh,sya q tlga evrytym na nag-aatend aq ng mass..waaaah! I LOVE YOU GOD..
MONDAY:(061206) at 1am..shinare q kay gox ung 'IT' bsta un na un...sna may natutunan ka,db??haha.. okai...as usul i cleaned d haws...umalis parents q..den mga 4pm i left d haws,,went 2 sm clark,im supose to mit apung ke,,psgot mga asaynments q,,unfortunatly he cnt make it at 5pm thank goodnez i saw kosi,aling(prity her),kevin&mimi a.K.A da haU-bunchz..so pina-foto copy q nlang den kosi&aling wil b d one hu wil hand my asynments 2 apung keyvs...tnk GoD!! den i went 2d terminal..giosh dami tao la naman bus..aftr 30mins,nkasakay din..waah!finalY dumating na ang savior q na PASAY bus..hehe..i end up cting sa tabi ng driver..ouch ka-ngawit..waaah..nka-iskirt pa aq noh?? imagine 5:30 to 8:30 byahe dhL sa trapik sa expreSS way???expreSS ba un..? hai..kYa knOcK oUt aq...!!
TUESDAY:(061306-tOdAe)...oh it's Kiko's 1st dAe of skul (my Pamangkin)...gosh naiiyak aq he's grown up na..dati kaRga q laNg un..huhU! draMa noH>? den un so trafiK sa taFt..i tot l* na aq..thAnk GGGGGoD hnd aq..hay,,un i saw mY new frenZ..tnx to KulZ na pinaypayan aq,...(hoWs sweet..muAh) un chikAhan.. den nung nKa-indyan ct aq..i saw caSey&burn? d ecK-d maN aq pinaNsin..o d lnG aq nkita??eerr...bstA..pweH!! un stArt na ng clAss..as usul Dhianne is so bait..redi to help me wid d fuck!n RationaL expreSionzzz... hai..den i Jst realiz Na dami pla gwaPo sa Rum nMen,,,yahuu... i Hav a cruSh nga..c chinito boi ung Lage Q nKakaSabay sa Under paSS,,,waAAh lov at 1sT syt..jwk..un..bStA!!! mkikilala q Dn xa...den,,,un as uSual bgSak nanaMan aq..hai..& as uSual nanakOt nanamaN c Ms.Color-coordinated Teacher nmen...waaaah! instyed na Ma-Chalenge aq..sbRang na-frufrustrAte pa Aq,.,,,hai..afTr cLas janE&i went to sM..un den we drifted apart(hehe,lalim noh??) un tpOS kumain aq Sa joliBi..peyborit..& i saw ledif...(kbaligtaran ng Fidel) clSm* q din xa sa Math claSS den un kmAin kme kwentuhan den i sHare 2 him my fruStration...haY kPag d q pinAsa ang 1sT sem q,im Planing to go baK in pampanga? yah,, to woRk sA mgA fAstfuD chAinz sepT to apriL cguRo den il takE usT test..pol sci Or economiCs cguro..hay Un kc tlgA ang sinisigAw ng HarT q...i know it Sound so Katangahan&kaboboHan,,if evr lanG nmAn nA d q kayanIn eh..Yah i knw itS a wasTE of tyM&money..kYa ngA mag-WoworK aq 2 earN db?? bSta nhihirpaN nkc aq..as of dIs moment i nId moral suppoRt& GoD's guidaNce tlga... goTTa end dis...i niD 2 gO home...
waaaah... wish i cn stil... stil turn bak d hands of tym...=,( rememner d tyms...doing nothing...enjoyin evry tick of d clock wid d pipol u rily care...
...jst finishd my class.. woah.. mabilis ang ihip ng hangin.. hir i am.. teary-eyed..i wanted to quit.. i fil soooo bad..though i hve frens na...burnz,casey,richie..&diane.. sme things nvr changed.. i stil suck in math.. god knows how hard i try jst 2 understnd dis subj... bt i dont know.. tpos sad to say na-threaten aq dun sa prof nmen.. waaah,,, nhihirapan na q & lam q pati sis q...fil d sme too.. ang hirap pla 2b alone.. ol u want to do is cry & wish dat u can stil change some things & rily folow wat ur heart desires for... mhrap dikyahin ang puso..bt i cant do anything, dis is wat i rily ask 4..& now dat i have 'it'-d akses to control my own lyf...now im confused,...eiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii.............its hard to adjust...ang hrap hrap ng magsisimula ka from nothing... PAG SISISI ba ang twag d2?? i dont wana waste my tym...pero..yi i dont understand my self.. waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah!! my lyf is 25% mess ryt now!! i fil alone..i fil soooo soooo deprsd!!
wee its bin so long since i updated my blog..iv bin busy wid lots of stuffs...many things happened&changed--still im here... today is my first day of class...(my advanz math class)... how was it?... hmm fyn..haventgot d chance to befriendz wid any1..bt its fyn...for 3hours wiv bin discussing things bout algebraic expressions&ol..kinda nerve-wracking considering the fact dat MATh never rily lykd me..ehee! pero i bliv its how u luk at things in lyf...il do my best rily to pruv myself... hmm im lovin my lyf ryt now..doin things on my own..goin on my own way..most of d tym im alone..dont have frenz pa dat much,..bt im glad dat im duin wat i rily lyk though iv bin missin my rum&my pillow..my parents...an..kenet..kikz..augustine pipz&masku of cors..its hard,, i knw it'l b much hapier if dey are hir in manila too...witnessing my bloopers&ol d new discoveries...bt its quite imopocble as of now..wer ol goin to differnt ways now bt i knw things haopen for a rizon..bsta im so excited wid wat colej lyf has to offer,,hmm quite tiring commuting everyday,,2 hours den no extra money unlyf b4..honestly my lyf is simplier ryt now...&im ok wid it...i chus dis kind of lyf so i hve to stand wid it.. i cn say dat im rily growin na as a person...bsta its diferent now..wen i wke up in d morning,i view it as a very gud oportunity for me to discover new things,mit a lot of pipol,travel,learn...bsta...words r nt enuf... imagine me? commuting..marathon sa bus..walking miles aprt(hehe)..bein alone..less make up..simpler me..isnt dat amazin???ehehe... i hope dat in d comin days il be able to develop my individuality..have frenz(yah..i bdly nid 1..)...learn&excel...heheh! & cge na nga...less boiletz..iv bin playin a lot for d past wiks..ehe! il b a gud girl na nga...bka mgalit na c papa-jESUs..ehe! lyf is gud...&beautiful...im blessed..im loved...so r u!!c;
waaaah... wish i cn stil... stil turn bak d hands of tym...=,(
