!*Natividad, Fatima Reina R.
im FhatZZz.
im lovin' my life as a student in MAPUA, (viva! we RULE & ROCK)!
im in LOVE with my FOLKS.AUGUSTINIANS '06.MY FAMILY.MY FRIENDS.MY M-A-S-K-U.
i *HEART* kenneth-kyla-ann!!.
i crave for *slEEp*!
for everything that i have-I GLORIFY GOD.
i love mapuans.mapuans.mapuans.mapuans.uber in love with them!.
i love math (yep, lovin' it now).
im patient. im a cry baby. im sensitive. im active.
i love my nephew&niece. yuan&sean. i love kids.
im fhatzzz & i'll always be.
i now HATE working out!.
&about
#1 a peaceful country! sna wla ng mag-hirap
#2 forever have good friends at my side.
#3 m-a-s-k-u forevr.
#4 keneth.ann.kyla(forevr frnshp)!
#5 **** **********!
#6 212 perfume.
#7 good health for my folks.
#8 get THIN. XOXOX!!
#9 write a book.
#10 more faith in GOD & long life for me.
#11 less bad words in my vocabulary.huhu.
#12 finish my degree with flying colors. i have to prove my worth.
Date: localDateTimewithTimezone("7/23/2006 7:45 AM","timetag1","PH"); Sunday, 23 July, 2006 7:45 AM Subject: hey... Message: hey... juz read your blog... hmmm... nice to knowthat you're still active sa YFC... maka bless.. : )continue that... ministry na din yan.. hehe..hmmm... about your studies nmn, just continuepraying... always ask for His wisdom andguidance... and you're always in my prayers! : )believe me... prayer is very powerful... : )haayyy... to tell you honestly, i really really missyou! T_T really...i miss those times na we share our sentiments,problems, kilig kwentos, and many things pa...bituks? how i wish you're still here...but i know God has a plan for us... He knowswhat's best for us nmn dba?... : )hey don't give up huh?just remember... sufferings, trials, problems,sorrows are blessings in disguise! : )take care always neh?msg mo na lng ako here or sa txt... u know...updates kung ano na nangyayari sa life mo...eheh...miss you so much bituks!absyu! mwuah!God bless you... : )
--i dcided to copy & paste it..la lng..i miss my betest-sister-buddy,,yah.,,i still bliv dat GOD has a great plan for us..love u gal-CHARINA TORESS..=)
--thank gooodddnesss.. i got my money from my bro,,lst friday..i treat some of my frens to hav some ice cream @ sm.. *mr. dee-my new...hehe* he gve dis cute pink baller..eheh..tnx agen & anoder billion thanks for making me smile everyday..aww!! so after dat i went to mega to meet my sis&kuya russ..i bought new stuffs..hehe..
--yesterday..hmm,,saturday..nstp class..wats wid da pink shirt dat im wearing,hehe..we had dis presentation thing//in our group i was the speaker...hehe..after dat tumakas nko so that i cn still catch up my dir masku @ sm..too bad nor left alredy&gox was absent=(..sigh.. still,im glad to see jap&jeni even though after 10mins. they left alredy..in d end..it was me,ces,joe&cub..quantum..dance revo-lovin it!! haha..it was fun..kwentuhan..tulakan..crazy stuffs..they're makin fun of my big bag *aka* may bato sa loob.haha!! tnx to cub who made bitbit of it..wishin mas mahaba pa yung tym..bsta im so hapi=) muahugs masku..
--today..church wid my fam.. saw ken&burns..chat..chat..chat.. infairnes, ken is so nice today..accomodating is da word..aww!!
p.S.: ken,,nxt wik nlang yung dvd mo=)
waah..got so many things to do..
* review for our longtest in chem tom..
* practice for my drawing subj
* finish my chem lab report due on tues
* wash my clothes
* chem proj
* ....and the list goes on..
wel,instead of reviewing,im hir @ the caf, helpin my sister..whoah..
bsta GOD WILL PROVIDE THE ANSWERS..=)
as i always say..RELAX..DONT PANIC!!
..nweiz..watelse can i say..hmm..cant wait to attend the worship tom.(yfc in skul) bsta nakaka-high ung feeling,knowing that GOD has bin sooooooo great through the yirs of my existence in dis not-so-cool world i live in..haha.. anoder thing cant wait to see *mr.dee* la lng..chat wid himm...ehehe!! hopefuly,mka-pasa aq sa test q tom.. pramis as soon as i got home,i willl review nah..swear!!! masagasaan man sa quezon city si mr. dee...hehe!!=)
ciao..
--to my dearest blog riders..la lng..GOD BLESS & try to visit augustine06.multiply.com=)
--to my augustine fellas,,hope ur ol doin great..just continue livin ur drimz..=)
Butterfly Kisses Bob Carlisle There's two things I know for sure She was sent here from heaven And she’s daddy’s little girl As I drop to my knees by her bed at night She talks to Jesus, and I close my eyes And I thank God for all the joy in my life, but most of all... Butterfly kisses after bedtime prayer Stickin’ little white flowers all up in her hair "Walk beside the pony daddy, it’s my first ride." "I know the cake looks funny, daddy, but I sure tried." Oh, with all that I’ve done wrong, I must have done something right To deserve a hug every morning And butterfly kisses at night Sweet sixteen today She’s looking like her momma a little more every day One part woman, the other part girl To perfume and makeup, from ribbons and curls Trying her wings in a great big world. But I remember... Butterfly kisses after bedtime prayer Stickin’ little white flowers all up in her hair "You know how much I love you daddy, but if you don’t mind, I’m only going to kiss you on cheek this time." With all that I’ve done wrong, I must have done something right To deserve a hug every morning And butterfly kisses at night All the precious time Like the wind, the years go by Precious butterfly, spread your wings and fly She’ll change her name today She’ll make a promise, and I’ll give her away Standing in the bride room just staring at her She asked me what I’m thinking, and I said, "I’m not sure, I just feel like I’m losing my baby girl." Then she leaned over... and gave me... Butterfly kisses, with her mama there Stickin’ little white flowers all up in her hair "Walk me down the aisle daddy, it’s just about time." "Does my wedding gown look pretty daddy?" "Daddy don’t cry." With all that I’ve done wrong, I must have done something right To deserve a hug every morning And butterfly kisses I couldn’t ask God for more, man, this is what love is I know I’ve gotta let her go, but I’ll always remember Every hug in the morning, and butterfly kisses...
---i love this song...tnx tin for introducing dis to me..aww=)
...today,,sobrang aga ko sa skul..actually lhat sa section namen..we're ol rushin to finish our asyn in chem & trigo..*wasted* is da word..i cnt bliv dis pero mas nahihirapan pa ako sa chem compared to algebra&trigo..hehe..gud nes..test in chem was muv,it wil be on monday..wyl algebra on wed,,yahuu!!den we had our first ever test in trigo....i think i failed!! argh..bsta im confused..nywei..talamak ang kopyahan smen..no.1 na c noel dun,hahah!!joke..aww..aftr clas,,danilo,dn,apol,rhea&kat had our meal @ sm..it was fun..still..la parin mkakatalo sa augustine pipol..=)..by the way, i heard da song *TAG-ULAN* got rminded of a gud fren..AARON CHRISTIAN GONZALES BOLUS..na-miss ko tuloy xa,den nung pasakay nko ng train,tears fell..surely i miss him..sobra..=(
wat tym is it? its almost 8 in the evening..jst attended the YFC frosh party,,it was a blast!! even though i was the only one in our class who decided to attend still i dont care..i also got the chance to meet new faces, i think they're totally cool.. different looks,style,appearances still we have one thing in common-that is our truededication to serve GOD..too cliche but its true..i can feel the high..=).. though ive been suffering from this stupid fever..argh&too toxicated with out subjects in school..naaah..GOD knows how hard i try to really excel & do good in my academics.. for one week to be exact after our class, kat&i will go to the library to review our lessons&really understand every detail..its hard..algebra..chemistry..drawing..!? the pressure is on, considering that most of my classmates are really good (minsan iniisip ko na parang ako lang ang naligaw sa section namen,haha!!) honestly, they're kinda competitive.. u know i don't want to compete with them bcoz it doesnt make any sense at all..i actually want to compete with MYSELF..haha!! waaah fingers crossed tlga, hopefully i wont get a grade of 5.0 ,haha!! prayers!! nothing is impossible..mindset..hardwork&patience..kaya ko toh!! yeah..kaya kailangan mawala na itong sakit ko!! di pa tuloy ako makapaglaba, got no jeans to wear,haha!!.. one thing more-my classmates,well different personalities..honestly there are times whereas i want to be alone and do my thing,but that wont do a trick anyway,haha!! R-e-s-p-e-c-t is the word.. heey,,tom. is saturday,,yahuu uwian day to the beautiful city of angels,haha!! cant wait..i miss my parents&my bed..well im planning to sleep the entire week end but that would mean a failing grade in my part,haha!! i have to review for our long quiz, do my complicated-tear jerking-heart pounding homework..haha!! finish my lettering activities T_T *dami nun,panu ko kaya matatapos lhat..plus im suppose to go out with kenneth this week-end but i think, i cant make it..im bombarded with work!! oh here goes the masku..waaah i miss them sooooo much..i think there's this plan this coming sunday,aaah..hope i can make it and at the same time finish my school work..woahh!! anyways enough of these sentiments,,i know everythings going to be alright..*ako pa??..* i should enjoy every minute that i have..its a gift..=)
*wahaha,,lam ko na dadalhin ko nlang mga labahin ko sa angeles,,hehe!!yahu,..papalaba ko nlang..yeah!*brilliant idea! *dear papa GOD, sana maaga kming palabasin sa NSTP bukas..please?? cant wait to go home..i love you po..-amen
by the way..there's this *someone* who really makes me smile..teehehe!! kinikilig ako..hope this time,, it will work..
strikking text1: gud morning fatz, tc",) strikking text2:sometimes u jst hav to forget the rules, follow ur hart & see wer it takes u.. never apologize for saying wat u fil bcuz dats lyk saying sori for being real.. never forget anything u des or did bcoz at some point, it was wat u wanted.. tru strength is bein able to hold it ol togeder wen evryone else is expecting u to fall apart..tc fatz!
Bachelor of Science in Industrial Engineering • Prepare students for a professional Industrial Engineering career including a vital role in the design, improvement and installation of integrated systems of people, materials, information, equipment and energy • Train students who can solve problems and make improvements through design of engineering systems • Educate students to communicate effectively, to contribute to team effort and to understand the economic and ethical impacts of their decisions • Instill within the students the importance of lifelong learning
my favorite place in skul..-LIBRARY!!haha....God knows how seryoso i am wid my studies tlga.. compared to my hyskul days,,as much as pocble,im tryin my best to be in a low profile status..sobrang hirap sa MAPUA becoz quarterm kme but im taking it as a CHALLENGE..im also glad dat i was able to join the YFC in our campus dis morning..it felt so good...
i can say dat im now focusd wid my goals in lyf..gone are the days of goin out..pleasing oder pipol to lyk u..to be in a *elite* status..peer pressure..etc.. di naman ako nag-aral sa manila para mag pakawala at gumimik or yosi..etc..its true..so many temptations around but i wont let anyone/anything changed my values in lyf... Sobrang kakaiba ang skul ko sa auf-is..i realizd na mxadong *IDEALISTIC* ang ininstilled ng auf sken.. ung parang kailangan u treat everybody wid respect..kailangan malinis ka..kailangan stand out ka..but in mapua *REALISTIC* ang mundo..real world tlga ang makikita mo..sa labas ng campus meron nag-mumura..nag-smoke etc.. kc mixed up na ung mga students,from diff. parts na galing..anoder example is makikita mo tlga yung POVERTY around..pag-tawid ko plang ng underpass kita ko na yung mga taong walang access sa fud&education..at first u'l fil sori for 'em but on a latter process,ul realizd dat lyf isnt rily dat easy..dat ur fortunate enuf dat much has bin given to *US*.. matututo ka tlga how to b independent..stand on ur own..& stand for ur beliefs in lyf..haha..lam mo yun at first i was so shocked wid da way my clasm8z treat some of our profs..minsan gusto ko clang dalhin kay sir john at sbhin..HEY HAVE SOME VALUES..haha!! but i simply cant..evrybdy is entitled to act on how dey think/fil dey want to be..anyways, despite&inspite of ol dos things..im lovin my clasm8z..eheee!! but nothin still beats to da augustine class..=)
bsta one thing is for sure..kung saan at ano man ako ngayon at kung ano man ang magiging ako..I STILL OWE IT TO THIS INSTITUTION..
cryoso toh..dito ako unang nangarap..ive learnd alot of things&i was able to develop my potentialities to the fullest..yakiie drama!!
bsta one thing is for sure..rmebr nung nag-speech ako on behalf of the graduating students for our parents last april 17'06 @ our grad party..
for the past days..i know im nt rily bein true wid myself &im startin to hate myself...the newenvironment dat i belong..seems to affect my attitude,values..etc..bt no ones got to blame..dat was my choice...waaah i hve to put everythin into order as soon as pocble..orelse il b accountable wid my actions..
lessonz lernd:
-les tok les mistakes..
-i have to stik wid my priorities..
-lern how to say *NO*
-lern how to wait&control evrythn..
-nvr quit..i know i *CAN*
-kip dos pipol hu r tru..*AUGUSTINE=(
-muv on..
-its nvr too late to start agen..
..wat is impt. is dat u know u r doing wat is ryt..
okai..ofixaly dis is da 2nd day na class suspended..i hate it bcoz i cant rily wait to study *yah..crap as i seem to be.but its true* gusto ko naman sulitin ang tuition fee ko..i mean..i want to learn lotsof things..
today..umalis kme ni alice..nilibot namen ang side walk ng recto para mahanap ang pesteng chem book ko..unfortunately wala kming nahanap..out of stock daw,blah..blah..blah..okai she's still da same alice na nilalabas ang fone nia sa loob ng mall at bigla nlang syang mag-pipicture..haha!! mukha nga kmeng mga engot..but hu da hell cares..i mean somtyms we r very much conscious of wat will oder pipol say/think of us..too superficial..its 2006 already..nobody damn care..thankx alice,,sbra..haha!! peste ang baho ng area niyo..kaya nga i love the city of makati..haha..joke..muahugs,,!!!
hmm..im missin dis creatures..=( sna sembreak na namen...waaah la pla kme sembreak...shoooooot!!
see..the results ng pag-ulan sa buhay ko..i fil so blue..down..
-im not late.. -im so dumb,i didnt know how to use ur computerized i.d. system.. out welcome *FROSH* suckz,i hate da drum boys..im lovin our cheering squad!! simply da best!! well.. champion NCAA!! sn ka pa? -i got a rexona freebie for my first day.. -feebee..da new fren of jhane doesnt fit in..haha! *mean girl ako.. -my 1st new fren is vaness.. -i hate our algebra class.. -my chem titser rocks!! -our chem buk is so expensive 1400!! uh-oh.. -damn..hir i am again..being conquered by my fears..=( -my clasm8z rockz..dey r soooo cool.. -i thank GOD for givin me da charisma,bcoz of dat im mitin gud souls..
*waah busy mode... *im missin mah augustinians family..
" i look back with the best & worst memories i have had and the people who have enriched my life-the onec who made me a better person."
i was once called ms. president. getting appointed to the position of president of iv-st.augustine..should've been more shock. saying it was a shock because i was absent when the election of officers was conducted. to my surprise some of my friends visited me in our house bringing the good news.
"hey fatimartha u r da president of the class!"
dont get me wrong but at first there was never any intention on my part to be one of the officers in the cream section of auf-is even if i was known for being the gutsy & madeskarte type of student in our campus. as for me, i wanted to have a blast & do good in my academics in my last year in highschool.
at first, there were times when i feel.. i dont deserve my title-MS.PRESIDENT..in our school, being an officer in any organization mean a lot..-its a big deal! later on, i finally made up my mind
to accept the responsibility entrusted to me..besides, it was a great opportunity. i know it wont be easy, each day presented challenges that had to be overcome..i need to monitor the attendance, the cleanliness,observe the school policies,update our bulletinboard,prepare bday parties for our favorite teachers,conceptualize,pick participants for the upcoming school programs,discipline my fellas,be a model student(duh?ako model student?haha),check of all canned goods have been submitted in my hands(bigay puso program ng auf-is..)..watelese? fotocopies for the handouts(tnx tilaps for d help,haha!)..even the differences of my classmates,im usually the one who fix da mess.. a time came when coordination with my co-officers became an issue..others were personal, others questioning my abilities & the need to build my capacity to be an effective policymaker.(at tyms, im the lawbreaker: blush on..sinking socks..tardiness,hehe)..as time goes by, im starting to enjoy the power..the trust..the expectations & all..it became my ticket to be close with my fellow students&the admin too..im so overwhelmed everytime they call me at the director's office to be part of the brainstorming team to some of the school programs&projects..(the parents encounter..waste management program..leadership trainings..xmas party for the aetas..marian rally*remarkable one!!..the grad ball whereas i really poured out my heart,sweat&soul for it to be successful)...
it felt so good..having the chance to contribute for the benefir of the student body. though there were so many tears..pressure..sufferings..& all just to prove my worth as the president of the class. it was the point of my life where i really felt the pressure,stress...experienced sleepless nights..but it was all worth it.
i've learned lots of things & i was able to reach out to so many people. I must admit that im not perfect but each time i commit mistakes i make sure that i correct them. Now that i no longer hold the position & im onto my college life already, i still have in my heart all the memories & experiences ive learned in my four-year stay in auf-is*absolutely still the best skul!!...the best comfort i have is that a part of me has been shared. it was a true happiness. happiness truly comes with doing what you love, it is the same happiness that allows me to let go & move on. another chapter of my life has been closed.
special tnx:
to my co-officers..jen..jap..tin..nor-i had a great time working wid u guys..
to 3na&cub..thank u..at 1 point u made me feel dat bein part of the council is rily tough!
to maam edna.. for believing in me!
to sir john& sir rod..for all the knowledge uve imparted..
to the iv-st.augustine 05-06..for trusting me..
to the iv-st.thomas o5-06..for d wacky moments @ sir barella's class,haha!!
to charina david toress, my shock absorber of all tym,i love u!
to my parents hu never failed to support me! u rock!
to my masky family..nothing compares..muahugs to ol of yah!
--enough of da drama..its just dat i miss bein called as ms.president..
--^saw him @ sm..walks towards me wid his dad..he introduced me to his dad..i couldnt speak..i just smiled..he bid gudbye..his dad smiled..im lovestruck..my feet shakes*timo saw it..i jumped..i couldnt beliv it..he's gorgeous as always..went home wid a big grin in my face..wke up d nxt morning..still in love..wishin he'll b mine..it was nov 15 wen i first met him..nah..i knew he's the one..i swallow my pride..guts..poof..he bcame my fren..tok in d fone..he started to open up..he bcame my confidant too..waaah..its complicated..he's lyk a superman..gwapo..savior...frenly..tlented..down2earth..god fearing..name it-he got it..
i dont know..
i tried to reach out..bt im a PRISONER OF MY ILLUSION..failure...stil...
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giging ako..I STILL OWE IT TO THIS INSTITUTION..
my pamangkins-kiko&yui..cuties!!
outing @ zambales..
da best family in the universe..
my precious..
cham&me..baboi rockz!!
an..san c vhin mo?
pecz..u ok?? hungry..i bet!
yess..outfit kung outfit.. nako mukha aqng rakiztah ah..
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tumatanda nkame...ehehe! i love dis galz..
