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!*Natividad, Fatima Reina R.
im FhatZZz.
im lovin' my life as a student in MAPUA, (viva! we RULE & ROCK)!
im in LOVE with my FOLKS.AUGUSTINIANS '06.MY FAMILY.MY FRIENDS.MY M-A-S-K-U.
i *HEART* kenneth-kyla-ann!!.
i crave for *slEEp*!
for everything that i have-I GLORIFY GOD.
i love mapuans.mapuans.mapuans.mapuans.uber in love with them!.
i love math (yep, lovin' it now).
im patient. im a cry baby. im sensitive. im active.
i love my nephew&niece. yuan&sean. i love kids.
im fhatzzz & i'll always be.
i now HATE working out!.
&about
#1
a peaceful country! sna wla ng mag-hirap
#2
forever have good friends at my side.
#3 m-a-s-k-u forevr.
#4 keneth.ann.kyla(forevr frnshp)!
#5
**** **********!
#6 212 perfume.
#7 good health for my folks.
#8 get THIN. XOXOX!!
#9 write a book.
#10 more faith in GOD & long life for me.
#11 less bad words in my vocabulary.huhu.
#12 finish my degree with flying colors. i have to prove my worth.
abtpast
&speak
byebye
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Friday, September 22, 2006 4:19 AM
still not over "it"
Im so depressed.(period).
i got great family. good set of friends. got new haircut and fone too. thrilling love lyf. i love god and he loves me too(?). oh well there's still one aspect in my lyf dat is in great trouble.wat is it?
tadddah!!...
my studies..(yah, grades are just mere NUMBERS!! but..)
im now college..taking up i.e in mapua (yah..i can now testify dat it's the best ENGINEERING skul in the land..)
...tuesday nyt!!
me: ma, dakal ku bagsak dis term?
mama: eh di take mula ulit..
me: bisa kung mag shift? ust..pol. sci. or economics?
mama: nanu?!!lumipat kang skul? queenie(wen she's mad, she calls me wid dis name)..queeni, pwede mo..nanu nanaman yang a-icip mu? ot emu parin balu nanung buri mu keng biye mu!! ali, alng lilipat skul..ken kamung mapua, ariyan mune yan. kung bisa kang lumipat skul,kening angeles namu.
me: epanaman sure eh?
mama: gang na..samasan mu,masakit ing pera.
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striking part..? it is wen my mother asked me, anu ba tlgang gusto kong gawin sa buhay ko?
the answer: i dont lyk my current course, i cant stand the very high standards of our school. i want to take up pol.sci/econ.. or have my own business then study later.
haha,funny as it may seem..but its true.
at first, i thought its just easy living this life. but now, woooh so many responsibilities & roles to take. actually, kaya ko ang buhay ko ng mag-isa.. but the problem is, waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah ang hirap sa mapua..swear!!! quarterm pa, no vacation! see..minsan, natutulala nlang ako sa sobrang stress, it so hard wen u know that u r rily givin ur best just to excel, but ur best isnt rily enuf.(dat hurts.) worst part of the scenario is, oher pipol hink dat studying in manila is *PURE FUN&EXCITMENT* thats the greatest misconception. HINDI MADALI!
...heck, today is our break...but im now in manila..trying to negotiate my grades wid my prof, to my disappointment, my prof in drawing didnt show up. my prof in algeb? uhmm,..well im certain that i got the grade of 5.0...in trigo, i still have to talk to him tom. yiiiih, i want to go home, i want to be wid my frens..i want to sleep. i want to be wid my family back home.
but i simply cant, because if i do..ill be the one who will suffer (period).
how i wish, im still a kid. if only i cud turn bak the hands of time & decide in accordance to wat is ryt..i will..=(
*the bottom line is..OO GRADES LANG TOH,AT WALA PA SA KALINGKINGAN ANG DINADANAS KO..wuuuuuuuuuu,i just hope that GOD will still give me the hope.courage&passion for my craft.,anyways,ill make sure that next term,ill double my effort&rily..compete to myself & not to others=)
hold me now at 4:19 AM
