I know i've been complaining a lot lately about this stupid life that I am in. And I know some of you are probably sick and tired of hearing me ramble again and again about how tired and stressed I am, etc..etc.. But please, hear me out just this one last time (errr.. maybe NOT the LAST), and i will try my best to stop complaining too much about engineering and how it devours people.
i was wid ken yesterday. we had this peep talk outside the church. -im in love again.
i hate myself for this, im hooked with someonelse but im in love with someone too.
the wheather kills me. this morning i had my test in chem, i wasnt able to get it. i was so absent minded plus the hard faactor of solving those stupids chemical kinetics and equilibrium problems. argh. thank GOD i passed our first test.
im not in the intense mood to go to school tom. considering the fact that its my ate's 6th death anniv. i want to go back to pampanga tonyt. yah, i got loads slash piles slash bulubundukin stuffs to do and accomplish tom. but i simply cant do what is expected of me. see, imstead of finishing my report, im blogging. haha..
well this is life, u get bored.u get tired.u get to be hapi.u fol in love.u flunk..watelse?
i fil bad & disappointed not with the pople i know but with the situation im in to. i just feel that slowly, im nowhere in sight. nyweiz thanks to dos hu kip on saving me from sanity. but see, the pipol hir in skul are somewhat down too. maybe its bcuz of the wheater but mostly because of the work that we have to accomplish. we lack sleep. we are tired. we are busy. but no matter what dis is whatwe chus to be. got no one to blame.
Facing temptation, is an OPPORTUNITY to DO GOOD. " -- A Purpose Driven Life
one thing i learned. pipol changed. watevr promises they sed will just remain to be words. u cant stop them from hurting u. if tomorow ur hapi-so be it. enjoy the feeling. ul never know, the nxt day u r nowhere in sight.
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oh gosh..my pink nails doesnt do anygood. theyre not making me happy though. sad day.
^^some lines from he song that i composed.
--i dont need no money
no fortune or the fame
and all i want is u in my life..
oooh..ooooh..
*Fhatz*
hold me now at 10:36 PM
hape aiv *masku* goin strong-I LOVE YOU and i mean it..=) c yah soon..
im so hapi.. u know hu u r.. hmm thanks for making me feel so special, for bringing me lotsa bibingka..hehe..good to know we're now okay.. watever it is dat we hve now, im so thankful bcuz we have each oder. u changed the way i look at things. u made me believe dat somehow a girl lyk me deserves a good person like u.=) you see, u know how much u mean to me..im rily hapi..finally, prayers ANSWERED. i never felt dis way until u came. i know hings are rily goin very fast but watevr hapens, my feelings will remain for you. finally, i can proudly say to the world that I GOT YOU NOW!! haha.. *bolang ka, loko..emu ku pah lokwan,nung ali..hmpt!!*
and..to u hu left me..damn it!! wag ka ng bumalik..its ur lost..its rily tru, wen u lus sme1, smebody will replace dat person..lastly.. andrew, i cant accept *it*.. its better for u to serve GOD than be with me. im sori, i didnt mean to hurt u dat way..we're better off to be like this..u still got a fren in me.=)\\THANK GOD-FINALLY.^_^
hold me now at 4:40 AM
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