!*Natividad, Fatima Reina R.
im FhatZZz.
im lovin' my life as a student in MAPUA, (viva! we RULE & ROCK)!
im in LOVE with my FOLKS.AUGUSTINIANS '06.MY FAMILY.MY FRIENDS.MY M-A-S-K-U.
i *HEART* kenneth-kyla-ann!!.
i crave for *slEEp*!
for everything that i have-I GLORIFY GOD.
i love mapuans.mapuans.mapuans.mapuans.uber in love with them!.
i love math (yep, lovin' it now).
im patient. im a cry baby. im sensitive. im active.
i love my nephew&niece. yuan&sean. i love kids.
im fhatzzz & i'll always be.
i now HATE working out!.
&about
#1 a peaceful country! sna wla ng mag-hirap
#2 forever have good friends at my side.
#3 m-a-s-k-u forevr.
#4 keneth.ann.kyla(forevr frnshp)!
#5 **** **********!
#6 212 perfume.
#7 good health for my folks.
#8 get THIN. XOXOX!!
#9 write a book.
#10 more faith in GOD & long life for me.
#11 less bad words in my vocabulary.huhu.
#12 finish my degree with flying colors. i have to prove my worth.
im sssssssssooooooo *happy*.. GREAT DEEDS STARTS WITH THE SMALL ONES-..
*3minutes of fulfillment**
after class, i decided to go home early kase long test an tom. sa chem. the verdict whether ill pass or fail this term,so yun i ride the jeep going to pedro gil. then wen i reached pedro gil i said para manong, then the old woman was also about to go down, so i waited for her. then the girl in front of me helped the lola to carry her things then the lola said..-maydiperensya kase ung paa ko. then the girl left the old woman. i was about to walk, then i turned back and asked the lola king san sya pupunta then she said, dun sa may sakayan sa sta. ana.
i didnt said anything, i just held her hand then i carried her bag on my other hand. grabeh i was really touched with the 3mins na nag-lalakad at inaalalayan ko siya. then when we reached the terminal of jeep na, she said thank you to me & looked at me at the eyes. after that i turned my back and a tear fell from my right eye. grabeh.ang sarap ng feeling nung, alam mong may ginawa ka sa mga certain situations na alam mong mapapagaan mo yung situation. yun lang.ang saya ko. hopefully, the old woman will forever treasure that small gesture of mine.
un lang. wish me luck na mapasa ko chem exam tom. hehe!!
its so funny how i tried my best to be tough for me to survive in different situations in my life. through the test of time & different circumstances, i was able to prove something to my self. its only now that i was able to face things on my own without the help of anyonelse but its only GOD, whom i hold on whenever im experiencing deep wounds. in the end, i still declared myself as a true winner.=)
**warren's worn out shus(posted by request) yan na..samal!! ako ung nag-sulat ng word na loser sa sapatos nia,haha.. **gym..gym..bored! woah, lotsa pipol ah..
+++im busy. 2 weeks from now, finals nah..wooh panic. babagsak ata ako sa chem2(hope not)..
+++im kinda hapi though, kua ***** talked to me awayl go, tsss..he's so great! i think he's into me, well he's a nice guy plus factor yfc xa..yeepee.. wish me luck XD..hapi.
+++my head aches.(puyat.gutom.pagod) trivia: 3days na akong di kumakaen ng dinner. pucha, ung bf kc ni ate..binilhan ako ng pantimbang..huu.. yun il be sleeping all alone maya sa apt. umalis c ate, bakasyon grande ang loka sa zambales.nyweiz..sana wlang multo!! haha..
bat ganun lagi nlang akong natatae..nkakainis..huhu...bad 3p tlga..pamatay na toh men.. ndi ko na din mapigilan ang umutot. dagdag pa tuloy toh sa alalahin ko..nakaasar..sna wag akong matae o mautot sa mdaming tao dahil nakakhiya...huhu!!--hindi na nakakatuwa tong pwet ko..buct!!
btw..im lovein dis song.. sa isang araw 30 times ko ata xang pinapatugtog..haha!!
HOKU LYRICS "You First Believed" How many times did I pray You'd find me How many wishes on a star Gazing off into the dark Dreaming I'd see your face Safe at home unafraid Captured in your embrace So many times When my heart was broken Visions of you Would keep me strong You were with me all along Guiding my every step You are all that I am And I'll never forget It was you who first believed In all that I was made to be It was you looking in my eyes You held my hand And showed me life And I've never been the same Since you first believed There were times When I'd thought I'd lost you Fearing forever was a dream But it wasn't what it seemed Placing your hand in mine You could see in the dark You were guiding my heart It was you who first believed In all that I was made to be It was you looking in my eyes You held my hand And you showed me life And I've never been the same Since you first believed How many times did I pray You'd find me How many wishes on a star
Goal oriented..’entitled to have&fulfill drimz..ehe!
NO to-vices..cigar,alcohol,frat,wild parties—eer?watz d sense..
True-blooded MASKU..!! lov q toh!!
Sensitive
Cowboy toh
Winnie the pooh collector..
I hate ANTS..grrr..
Pink lover..P
icture aficionado..
Sweet
Future president of the Philippines,haha! Libre mangarap..!
Youngest in d clan
Hopeless romantic
Party planner
Make up
Movie&sportz buff
Funny kht puro kacornihan
Loud..smetymz?
Blessed wid good hayt..5’7,
Oliver james’ fan..he’s drop dead gorgeous..!! waaah…!!
God-fearing..mhal q c GOD!
**my emotional quotient**well as a person,ups&downs are quite normal, i hve a gud undrstnding of my emotions. i knw how 2 handle tough tymz bt smtymz i let dificult ctuations get d best of me. i also hve my own bad dayz but i try 2 mke those days a litle beter by hving mor control of my emotions&dcide how 2 act upon dem..im super afectionte, im nver shy abwt xpresing my filingz. im very pasionate&i mke sure dat da 1 i love knows it! i wud risk a lot 4 d lov of my lyf bt of corz he shud be dserving!!im rily snsitve abwt wat goes on in my suroundings bec im so attuned w/ evrybody, i get along w/ justn abwt any person i meet. im flexible&cn deal w/ any ctuation w/o feeling ill at ease-i may apir 2b litle superficial bt im nt lyk dat!!
**discover the side of me,, u never knew existed!!
**Behind every bitch is a man who made her that way.
now i understand, what you tried to say to me..=( but now its too late.
++ i just miss these times:
--his text..
--his big tummy..
--our go nuts craving nyts..
--the moments na sinusundu nia ko sa terminal..
--our muvi marathon..
=============im tryin to muv on and take each day as a healing process for me..
anyways.
sat- i wke up very late so i just tuk a cab para mkaabot sa skul pero as always, im late agen in our cs100lab. my day started very stressful bcus of that *&%#@!! database activity agen. woah bute nlang natapos ako. c kat, hnd.. bagal nia kaya gumawa noh..too bad for her. tpus un bumaba kme coz we hve to eat pa, den jeramae saw me, saying:
ui fatz, bago na image mo ah.the bangs and all.
...ok, watevr. after dat nstp class..*boring* yun bute naman nkuha yung proposal ng grup namen. buong gabi ko din kinarir yun. pinalabas kme agad ng prof..(tamad din xa siguro).. yun the girls and i decided to stay in the rum (sulitin ang air con..) tpos sinimulan nanamen ang pag-gawa ng deconstructed clothing for our english proj.(ang cute nung damet na ngawa nmen) il post the pix some oder tym..after dat i went to sir lacuna (pucha..tinatamad akong mag-test so yun nag-alliby ako..haha.bait nia pinayagan nia ko)..yun den i asked ivory na samahan ako sa makati square, para ibenta na ang aking most loved fone..un, den we went to glorieta..bwict sarado yung samsung dun..huhu..
sign ba yun ni lord na wag na ako bumili ng bagong fone?
bute nlang may nkita akong samsung stall sa may greenbelt.yun.binili ko na.wuhuu..ang nipis nia, unag hawak ko sbrang na-amaze ako(ivory saw how impressed i was dat moment)..para kcing kpag hinawakan mo xa, ma-slislip xa sa kamay...haha..un..hapi..di ko xa alam gmitin..hehe..
actually, ang pagpapalit ng fone ay isang way na pag-let-go-ng-past.ha!ha!
after dat, i dcided to treat ivory sa mangan..pampangeneo restaurant. ang sarap.kaso ang pait naman sa bulsa..haha!! un aus lang one way of welcoming my fone sa buhay ko.cheers for the celebration! haha..
den,un punta ako ng cubao to meet ate. as usual i hve to ride the fuckin mrt. ang sikip.
yun,i saw her wid kua russ den sakay nkame ng bus..to my surprise, andun c jana roxas wid some1..hehe..un..di xa maganda..jwk..yun, i didnt care that much, natulog lang ako the whole tym tpos yun nasa dau nkame..yipe!!
pag-uwi...glad to see my parents agen pero parang LQ cla kaya meju panget atmosphere sa bahay. den un..nag-bana bana muna ako sa fone ko..haha!! ang saya kc no regrets ako sa pagbili skanya. as of now.haha
tpos knina ngcng kme ng mga 9am den took a bath..tpos church..yun sa tabing bahay namen nag-kakagulo mga trike driver kc ung kapitbahay nmen may pay-per-view ng laban ni pacquiao.haha!! knock out sa 3rd round. astg. kwawa din c morales, sbe nga ni ate dpat nag-artista nalang xa..haha kc no match naman xa kay manny.cme on. enuf of boxing.
un sa church.konte tao.xempre nag babana sila kay pacquiao. ayun andun c ken. he's gorgeous a slaways. i promis to myself na di xa panasinin.yun. natiis ko. congrats to me. he seem to be in a bad mood. yun nkapark pala cla sa likod nmen.bago nga auto nila.yun.nalungkot ako kc bsta-gusto ko tlga xa kaso ayaw naman nia ako and ung nanay nia nkakaasar. anyways, ganda ng gospel kaso di ako mxado nkapag-concentrate becoz deep within me- iniisip ko c ken&kenneth.=(
after mass.kumain kme den punta duty free, ang saya ang dameng magandang damet..haha,, i bought lots of shirt and skirt too. cnt wait to wear dem sa skul.haha.. un tpos umuwi nkame. natulog ako tpos ngcng..hay.. wla ako sa mood mag-aral at gumawa ng mga aralin(napaka-tagalog ko,haha)..
hay. dpat bukas.mag-bago nako, napaka-lonely ko these days, i just let things passed my way. parang wala lng akong pakealam. watevr. magdadasal nga ako kay papa god tonayt. sana il feel better tom. na.