gnun pla ung feeling noh.. at one point msaya ka tpos biglang babawiin un sau.
haaai..last nyt lang i was so hapi bcuz i was head over heels in love wid this person and at some point the feeling is mutual (i think?).. it was a dream come tru para akong nanalo ng jakpot sa lotto. i cnt evenm sleep last nyt kc vinivisualize ko na ang future ko with him (yah, its too soon pero wen ur in love, the feeling is lyk dat).. nku para ngang meron bees inside my stomach, naku i was smilin kht nsa lrt ako kc i was so hapi. i was even excited to go to skul, & i wear my pang-romansa outfit (that he'll surely commend..) plus i cnt review , imajin finals ko, ang lakas ng apog ko na di mag-aral bcoz my mind is sooo filled with him.
tpos.. tpos.. its only now na i found na he's wid his ex. nah, i cant even complain kc di nman kme. and its only now na na-realize ko na sa tatlong araw, naging panakip butas lang nia ako. ang sakit. parang biglang nag-shut down ung utak ko.
but un the end, i know it was my fault. mxado akong nag-assume at umasa. weakness ko kc toh eh, lagi nlang na history repeat itself. i easily fall.fall.and fall..
sna maging okai nko soon bcuz the pain is killing me inside.
maybe by this tym he's with the girl. naku sbi ko pa.. ang gaga ko tlga, niloko ko lang ang sarili ko. and the hardest part is gusto mong i-express ung na-fifil mo pero pipol around wont understand u.
i knew it na ito rin ang ending pero un naging aanga-anga parin ako.
nangarap.nakilala.minahal.iniwan.nasaktan.
hold me now at 7:09 PM
