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!*Natividad, Fatima Reina R.
im FhatZZz.
im lovin' my life as a student in MAPUA, (viva! we RULE & ROCK)!
im in LOVE with my FOLKS.AUGUSTINIANS '06.MY FAMILY.MY FRIENDS.MY M-A-S-K-U.
i *HEART* kenneth-kyla-ann!!.
i crave for *slEEp*!
for everything that i have-I GLORIFY GOD.
i love mapuans.mapuans.mapuans.mapuans.uber in love with them!.
i love math (yep, lovin' it now).
im patient. im a cry baby. im sensitive. im active.
i love my nephew&niece. yuan&sean. i love kids.
im fhatzzz & i'll always be.
i now HATE working out!.
&about
#1
a peaceful country! sna wla ng mag-hirap
#2
forever have good friends at my side.
#3 m-a-s-k-u forevr.
#4 keneth.ann.kyla(forevr frnshp)!
#5
**** **********!
#6 212 perfume.
#7 good health for my folks.
#8 get THIN. XOXOX!!
#9 write a book.
#10 more faith in GOD & long life for me.
#11 less bad words in my vocabulary.huhu.
#12 finish my degree with flying colors. i have to prove my worth.
abtpast
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byebye
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Friday, February 23, 2007 7:48 PM
pissed off
Pissed off. Turned off. Disappointed.
Friday morning, I woke up with a lot of bites on my legs. They’re terrible, I’m telling you. Reddish color then very painful too. Eer..
…back to the subject.
I was really excited for Friday to come.
I’m supposed to watch the PBA game 6 with the usuals. Everything was set, I bought a new top. I bought the tickets at Araneta the other day. Again, everything was set.
Not until I got a text from that-HE CAN’T COME.
According to him, his mom will arrive here in manila..blah..blah..blah.
SAME ALLIBY.
Then next text I got, he’s coming.(sort of)
Then when we waited for his class to finish, he can’t come again because of blah..blah..blah..
Then he just said, I have to go. I’ll just text you.
Whattah SHIT.
Together with my companion, we just ended up sitting in a bench and complete silence started to conquer the place.
Deep inside me, I wanted to cry. I was so affected. I was disappointed. I didn’t expect that after all this time that we/ “I” tried to reach out to him, he will just…
Looking at the scenario,there’s no actually big deal but I didn’t expect this to happen.
With my companion we decided to go home first …SILENCE inside the fx.
Until I reached our apartment. I was still quiet then when I opened my bag, I saw the tickets. Then I texted him again, I asked if he’s still going or not..then again..i got the same answer.
NO, I CAN’T. SORRY.
It made my heart shattered into pieces with so much hurt inside.
HURT because you know how hard I tried to reach out to you when this whole mess in your life started to occur. I was there when you asked me to. I tried to supplied EVERYTHING that you asked.
I tried my best to understand you. To give in to your favors. To just be dearly NICE to you.
But the problem is,
IKAW MISMO ANG LUMALAYO.
I don’t want to think that you are such a user.
I tried to be deaf when rumors are about to reach me.
I wanted to give you a chance to prove that you are not what others are thinking of.
Yah, you’re drop dead gorgeous. You are famous in your own rights. You are rich.
Everybody seems to be crazy in love with you. And that makes you so HIGH that I can no longer reach you. Not anymore. NOT ANYMORE.
For sure later this afternoon, we’ll bump into each other. I don’t really know what to react… I am so MAD not whit you but with the way you behave and act.
I can’t pretend that each time I see you that I don’t care and need you but you’ll never see me crying you know inside I feel like dying. =(
Whenever I am with him there is a quiet joy that fills me. Everything recedes into the background. It seems like no one else is around. Every time could disappear for all I care. I feel like we’re alone even in a crowded place.
Maybe, you are just sent by the devil to confuse girls and send them on the path of damnation. MAYBE-YOU ARE.
You are such a BORE.
BUT I THINK I LOVE you…BUT I HATE you TOO.
T_T
Ang dami naman jan,come to think of it. I should be happy with the other guy but I still want-slash-need you all this time.
YOU are hurting me, I am hurt and I am hurting HIM too.
Mahal kita-mahal niya ako-di ko sya mahal-di mo rin ako mahal…=(
Because you are so floored with the girls around you..with the fame that you..with your looks. YOU ARE SO FLOORED.
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