Thursday night: I made my psych term paper, nkakaloko dahil ang dami kong tinype and yet diparin ako natapos so…kaya di ako nakakapag-blog..
Friday morning: Di ako pumasok ng anal geom. Class ko and half period lang ako sa Filipino kc tinapos ko pa ung buct na paper ko for psych.. tpos parang di man lang binasa ng prof ko yung ginawa ko, eer,, nkakainis kya yun..anyways at least I did my part. Enough nay un.
COMMERCIAL: He didn’t text nor call. T_T
Anyways, upon observation na realize ko na ngayon ko lang tlga na-eenjoy yung life ko as a college student, sure a lot of work..pressures and all the stuffs pero ang galling lang kase alam ko na I’m doing all these things because I wanted to bsta alam ko na galling sa heart ko tlga yung efforts na ginagawa ko. Bsta yun.haha.
Oh tpos..
Friday after class habang nag-lalakad sa underpass with ivory, we saw noel.. imagine 3 ang pasok nia tpos quarter to 4 na yun at papasok plang xa. Nku bomba tlga yun lalaking yun sbi ni dadate nia kme..TOO MUCH ALLIBY.
Yun ivory and I went to g4 to buy the summit books that we’re dying to have. She bought the stolen magic thingy while I decided to buy the vince’s life then we looked for sneaks and flops..(CES, yung flipflops mo?!).. grabeh I love the addidas’ ms. Piggy design..bsta ang cute kaso its not a good purchase sobrang mahal.haha. para kaming ewan, may mall show pla yung muvi ni sam, zanjoe and toni.. tpos un..haha. para kaming ewan, inabangan tlga namen na dumating c…
ZANJOE.
Pero c sam yung dumaan,. Grbeh, starstruckd kme. It sounds so cheap pero a lot pipol in the mall got really thrilled. I evn videoed him kaso mang-mang ako sa technology so di ko lam panu i-upload ditto sa blog ko.haha.bsta pipol are screaming and so we do TOO. Haha. Yun after that we waited for zanjoe, naku after 200 years wla pa xa so un we dcided to eat our dinner nlang.. and omigosh..
We saw DION IGNACIO.
Okay, I sound so cheap again.haha. pero he was realy drop dead gorgeous, pero this time di nkme sumigaw at nag-bana banana.haha. he’s so bango. I bet that was 212.hehe. and guess wat, he rily looks like noel. Yeah bah. Pero c noel ang pinapanget na version ni dion.haha.
Hopefully di nia mbasa toh. Oh wait y do I kip on mentioning noel hir?
Hmm,..watelse? ah..yun grbeh yung laugh trip kc bsta, tpos nung nag aabang nko ng taxi para akong ewan kc habang nag papara ako ng taxi may ksama pang weird na sound frommy mouth.haha.grbeh. long day that was.
Ang saya lang.hehe.
Yi.. long test na sa anal geom. On Monday at guess wat wla pa akong assignment ..
Its not that tinatamad ako.pero bsta nkakabusit. Im not even sure kung papasa kme kay prof. domingo. Hell, ayaw ko ng mag ka bagsak. Oh GOD pls.
Change topic.
Na-realize ko na ang dami ko tlgang dapat lakarin.
First, passport ko.yahu HK hir I come..
How can I secure one for myself?
Second, license ko..
17 na ako at pwede na akong non-pro.haha.
third, yung mga requiremts ko. Actually ayw ko tlgang pa-pressure with skul stuffs kaso I cant rily deny the fact na sa march 12 start na ng finals. Ohmigosh.
Fourth yung resort reservation para sa outing ng block namen.hai..
And the list goes on..
Okay fatz..RLAX.DONT PANIC.
…BTW, na realize ko na there’s a part of me na malungkot. Uhm hirs the scenario..
last Sunday my brother asked me to secure a passport, sama daw ako sa HK for vacation.. eh di happy tpos bsta nag-usap ung nanay ko saka c kua ko.. nabanggit ni kua na 2 to 3 yirs from now, migrate na sila sa Canada.. na-sad naman ako kc parang na-visualize ko lng yung life without them. I mean napaka-small lng ng family namen tpos mababwasan pa kme.. okay I understand the fact na may sariling family na ang kuya ko and he only wants the best for his family..pero yun..nalungkot lang ako.. sana bumagal muna ang takbo ng panahon kc I cant imagine life without them.
…tpos nung mon. pag-uwi ko sa apartment I asked my ate kung kalian sya lilipat ng work tpos bigla niang sinbabi na hindi na daw xa lilipat.. the I asked why tpos she just gve me a smile.. the I asked kung may plano ba xa to migrate..tpos sbi nia oo..nasa process na daw yung pag aayos ng papers yung bf nia tpos kpag naka alis na yung bf nia, she’ll follow,
nung cnabi nia yun..na-blanko ako.
Ganyan ka close ang relationship namen sa isat isa kaya im very much worried kc im used to the idea na complit ang family ko. And if aalis na yung mga kapatid ko..kami nlang tatlo ng nanay at tatay ko. Tpos sa manila pa akonag aaral. Hindi ko lng tlga ma visualize yung scenario ng family ko in the future.. okay I understand na may mga sari-sariling buhay na ang mga kapatid ko pero sna.. sna.. hindi lhat iiwan yung responsibilities sken.. tumatanda na ang parents ko and unti-unti their health is starting to deteriorate. Im afraid. Im afraid. Hindi sa ayaw kong mag alaga ng magulang…actually if the situation calls at kailangan kong i-gve up lhat just for my parents..
Gagawin ko..
Because I know yun lang yung way na masusuklian ko lhat ng ginawa nila.
I will give up everything if the situation calls for it.
Siguro bothers lng tlga. Ang dami ko kseng fears sa buhay lalo na in terms of family. Nakakalungkot lng kc sobrang msaya at contented na ako with the way things are sa family ko.
Im afraid of changes.
Im afraid.
Baka hindi ko kaya..
=(
COMMERCIAL: panalo GINEBRA.
2-2 na.. haha..game 6 manonood tlga ako.haha!!
Pero feel ko pinag bigyan lang ng san Miguel ang ginebra.hai..,
Im still hoping na manalo sila.
SATURDAY:
Sobrang aga ko nagising kht 12 pa pasok ko, gumawa ako ng assign sa anal geom…unfortunately di parin ako tpos. Then NSTP class, leader kme ni kat kya taga edit lang km eng mga questions.haha. tpos un pichuran kme ni apol..haha. wats new, uhmmm..naiinis ako dun sa classmate ko sa nstp, masyado xa mapapel..eeerr..
After nstp..tumambay kme sa lapit sa cantin and I saw Erwin james Villanueva. Oh GOD. He smiled at me. Rily!!!!! Apol and kat saw his flashing smile. Waaah, pwede na akong mamatay. He’s just sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo
*charming.
After that I had my tutor session with sir deo, as always galit nanaman xa sken dahil late ako..dahil tamad daw ako..hai putang bakla na iyon, kung di lang xa marunong mag-turo lumayas na ako sa puder nia eh.hehe. grabeh ang dame plan g tetest namen sa mon. huhu.
Ellipse.
Parabola.
Hyperbola.
Applications pa.
Oh god.help.
Nakaka loko, lagi pa naman akong absent sa anal geom., this wik once lang akong pumasok.nkakatamad kc saka bsta ayaw kong mkita si sir domingo,(maniac.)
After tutor nag punta nko ng terminal. As always k.o. ako sa bus. Tumulo nanaman yung laway ko habang natutulog.hehe. tpos Kenneth picked me up then we had dinner sa rumpa. Ang sarap. Sobra.=)
As always we never ran out of stories to share. I just appreciate the trust. The friendship. The sweetness. Ang sarap ng may boy-best-bud.
After that hinatid nia ko sa bahay then I had dinner again with my folks. Tpos yun tinutukso nila ako dun sa flowers ko.. err.i hate it.haha.
Yun tapos tinype ko na yung mga questions sa nstp namen.buct tlga, ang dami.T_T then I was up til 3, nag fofoto shop ako. Grbeh im addicted to it.hehe.
SUNDAY:
Family day.,,
=)
+gosh, im still broke+
sana mamayang gabi hindi ako maka tulog kc di pa tpos assign ko sa anal geom. Tpos di pa rin ako nkakapag rebyu.. I badly nid to pass.
*Erwin james Villanueva-im in love with u*
=)
COMMERCIAL: no text. No call. You’re gone. (I think)
I always say this to you..im sick and tired of being tricked.
*ciao.
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