!*Natividad, Fatima Reina R.
im FhatZZz.
im lovin' my life as a student in MAPUA, (viva! we RULE & ROCK)!
im in LOVE with my FOLKS.AUGUSTINIANS '06.MY FAMILY.MY FRIENDS.MY M-A-S-K-U.
i *HEART* kenneth-kyla-ann!!.
i crave for *slEEp*!
for everything that i have-I GLORIFY GOD.
i love mapuans.mapuans.mapuans.mapuans.uber in love with them!.
i love math (yep, lovin' it now).
im patient. im a cry baby. im sensitive. im active.
i love my nephew&niece. yuan&sean. i love kids.
im fhatzzz & i'll always be.
i now HATE working out!.
&about
#1 a peaceful country! sna wla ng mag-hirap
#2 forever have good friends at my side.
#3 m-a-s-k-u forevr.
#4 keneth.ann.kyla(forevr frnshp)!
#5 **** **********!
#6 212 perfume.
#7 good health for my folks.
#8 get THIN. XOXOX!!
#9 write a book.
#10 more faith in GOD & long life for me.
#11 less bad words in my vocabulary.huhu.
#12 finish my degree with flying colors. i have to prove my worth.
Today is a very significant milestone in your life. It is a reward for all the difficulties which you have bravely and successfully hurdled in your attempt to obtain quality education. It is the sweet fruit of your work exerted with your and your parents’ sweat, blood and tears.
Angeles University Foundation takes pride in your accomplishments and remains steadfast in supporting your undertakings for as long as they are anchored on the University’s mission of “total development of man for God and humanity”.
As you face the real world, may you always be mindful of the important role you play in making this world a better place for all of us. Strive for excellence in all that you do and always believe in the power of prayer. Always remember that when you give the world your best, the best will come back to you.
I wish you success, good health and happiness! May the Good Lord bless all your efforts!
Congratulations!
EMMANUEL Y. ANGELES University Chancellor
*This message was written in a paper that was given to me last April 18, 2006 during our graduation ceremony. This message will always play a special part in my life. The content of the message says it all-the four years in my high school that really enriched my personality will always be remembered. And now that I’m reading it once again, the memories that I had yesterday are coming down through my head. The hardships-failures-rejections-triumphs-success and all the like made me realize that I’m so fortunate that I was once part of the AUF community. Time really ticks so fast and now that I’m almost done in my freshman year in college, the drive for me to success still motivates me. I know greater challenges and attempts to give up will occur in the coming days but as I always say- I won’t quit and someday I’ll make all of you proud.
*first, xiay (one of my good gal pal back in high school) came to visit me. She bought a shake and Japanese cake. As usual we talked about anything under the sun until we decided to curl our hairs and give each other a make over then take pictures of ourselves-talking about vanity. It was really fun, make up is our life and there’s no doubt about it. I really love xiay coz she’s like a sister to me; I really enjoy her company-so much.
*xiay & I decided to go to mcdo and meet her bf-mike. As always, we had our own kulitan moments. That time, I was really hoping to see his dad since he used study in auf. I just don’t know why. Then after few minutes, I saw a group of men heading to the entrance then they had their seats, to my surprise, the man seated in front of my view was actually his dad. I’m speechless and I can’t believe it. It’s actually my first time to see him in person. He really looks like his son-the hair, eyes, lips, nose, lips, height, body built, and the way he speaks... The voice... The way he wipes his mouth... I can’t help myself to stare him then I texted him the whole thing that I saw regarding his father. Then, rr and jc came and give them a buss on cheek. I’m just too glad to saw them so I decided to transfer to their place so that I can actually have a better view while staring at his dad. Then to my surprise, his dad started staring me like he knows me. It’s really a real-constant stare, I tried not look at him but his eyes are actually glued to me. I started to get conscious so I decided to go back to my original seat but he’s still looking at me. I tried to pretend as if he doesn’t exist. After few minutes, I transferred to jc’s table and for the nth time, he’s giving me that weird look. Then together with his colleagues they left their table then he walked at the side of our table so I bowed my head and jc saw how his dad looked at me from head to toe. I can’t believe it-why. oh why.
I was really shocked. So head straight to the restroom and when I was about to open the door, he came out from the men’s rest room and looked at me again, then I hurriedly entered the restroom after few seconds I opened the door to check if he’s still outside and thankfully he left the place. Then I took my seat and xiay told me that he was actually really staring at me.
So weird, I just don’t get why. If he only knew that his son was a good friend of mine and since the day I met his son-I was actually head over heels in love with him. In totality, I am so happy and kinikilig (the old man caught my attention-maybe because I see him in him).
*while having a coffee with Kenneth, I received a text message from faye (a good friend back in high school)- saying that noel’s dad was actually having a dinner at fortune tea house. Faye actually know his dad because faye’s dad came from tarlac too. So I texted him saying that I’m actually at the same place where his father was too. (yeah, I lied) I even joked at him by saying that I’ll go to his father’s table and introduce myself as his girlfriend. Haha.
*yesterday, mimi (high school friend) asked me to go with her to attend her friend’s debut. But I decided not to come since I don’t have anything to wear. According to mimi, the debutant is from tarlac (same place where he lives) so I asked her if there’s any name of his dad in the invitation. Well, I don’t actually what mimi said to me. While I was at balcony I received a text from mimi stating that his father was actually at the debut party. It is so weird and at the same time nanghinayang- dapat andun din ako. I felt a little upset but amazed as well with how these things are suddenly happening then a jeep suddenly passed by and I saw the headboard and saw what was actually written (it’s his surname-) Kenneth and kyla saw it too and I was like freaking out. I can’t understand why these things are happening. It is so hard to believe but they just happened. (march 27, 2007)
*after I had my lunch I decided to go to ann’s house. So I went there but she’s still entertaining her visitors so she asked me to switch on the television.. to my surprise the contestant’s name in eat bulaga is his name. Ang galing noh? *later in the afternoon, we had our coffee at c.o. with kyla. I really miss hanging out with them; I’ve known them since the world began. Oh btw, they have a new name for me-it’s fhatz the paranoid. Para daw akong stalker na ewan, na parang obsess. Okay, whatever still for me it is really-love. After that we went to kenneth’s shop then I saw a calendar on one of the shop’s wall-it’s his dad. Grabeh, hard to believe but very true. When I saw it, I was jumping and shouting, na-t.l ata ako sa tatay..hehe..just kidding. The whole scenario simply amazes me so much. Whatever the meaning of all these things, sana it is for good. *after kina Kenneth, we decided to drop by at aud’s house. Close sila nila kyla ngaun.. omigosh, I love her room. I took lots of pics. She’s so artistic-that girl.hehe. she’s superb and all. *then our next stop is my house. We installed fotoshops.. chat.. then ann was really inspired with noel’s looks so she decided to make her first fotoshop proj using noel’s pix. Haha. *I’m starting to get irritated with my mother. I just don’t understand her lately. I’m pissed off-really, I am.
****not so good day (Thursday)
*I went to manila today to encash my check at quezon city. While on the bus, I looked up then there’s my tears just come rolling down my cheeks and they seem not to stop from falling. Too much drama I know but.. (nvm, its complicated. Hindi rin maiintindihan ng iba). *then after quezon city my next stop is at mega mall tomeet ivory.. as always, she’s late for 2 hours so I surf the net the whole time and when she came I made kwento of the whole thing that happened for the past days in connection to noel and his dad. She really got so thrilled, the whole time we’re just laughing so hard. After the chikahan, we roamed around and saw the dream havianas of ces so I bought them for her. They’re cute-really. *when I got home, my parents seem to be so upset because I was out of reach (bat empty) plus I was late for our dinner (its they’re anniv). In short, nasira ko ang mood nila so nag-take out nlang sila ng food. Wla kmeng lhat sa mood. I think it’s not my fault-ang hirap intindihin ng parents ko lately, isang reason na din yun bakit gusto ko na pumasok. Tapos, kennth even told me that it was actually my fault. So bad trip talaga ako the whole time.
The strains of lifehouse’s “you and me” wafted into my ears, and I shivered. If I could dance to just one song with the guy of my dreams. If only. I tried to fight off the jealousy that was eating my insides since day one in college-the day that I had my conversation with him. It struck me how badly I wanted to be in his girl’s shoes. It was all too much. I bet they really did look like the perfect couple.
I felt sick. Very unwell. I just really don’t know how I can fight this feeling. I’m tired of this whole thing where I did the only thing I could when I’m alone-that is cried myself to sleep.
fair visits from old friends..coffee with bestbuds..constant nagging of my mother..hot-sunny-boring days..while evrybodys excited to hit the beach, im busy counting the days for april 16 to come(official first day for 4th term in college)..
i saw his dad last tuesday..somehing weired happened. since the day -he- crash into my world..everything started to turned into beautiful things but... it didnt actually last.
oha nasusuka na. since i dont eat vegies..jeanine dared me to eat the whole kangkong adobo serving..if i finish the whole serving, i wont share in our bill. oh well..hard though but i made it,.haha. sinigang na hipon.the best. putek, watda? yeah..with raising of finger pa.haha kakatira ko lng ng drugs dito.haha.kiddin.my eyes turned red bcuz of stress.haha yummy.
ivory&jeanine kainan club at paseo de sta. rosa(astig tong place..para xang blue wave version laguna) no joke.my real rxn wen i saw the dish.haha. siga. see that. KANGKONG..huhu
suyuan. fatz with the purple clutch bag renn.. its us.
-i had fun. putek kht ang sunget nung driver ni jeanine.haha.-
pix 1-2-3: coffee at c.o.
oha nasusuka na.
since i dont eat vegies..jeanine dared me to eat the whole kangkong adobo serving..if i finish the whole serving, i wont share in our bill. oh well..hard though but i made it,.haha.
sinigang na hipon.the best.
putek, watda?
yeah..with raising of finger pa.haha
kakatira ko lng ng drugs dito.haha.kiddin.my eyes turned red bcuz of stress.haha
yummy.
ivory&jeanine
kainan club at paseo de sta. rosa(astig tong place..para xang blue wave version laguna)
no joke.my real rxn wen i saw the dish.haha.
siga.
suyuan.
fatz with the purple clutch bag
its us.
basang-basa
wet once
from top
guys..show some &%$#!
not so HOT papa ren
not so HOT too
last minute
been here
dark
love this pic. candid.
wid jeanine.putek, DUGYOT!
trias-ivory.rea.jeanine
badingss
huh?
dark pare.
asa.i hate this pic. got dizzy,
ang kulet.
fatz&ivory strikes once again
pose at the post
us
on a ride -riogrande
see those waves..
nice pang mtv ang pose
well..
having a blast
damn wet
watso funny in here?
basang sisiw
geets wacky
its me
pike&papa danilo
**rea babeh..
poor kid
hanep sa pose
face the cam
sunlight
anak nila.haha.
log-jam
agen
wind efek
kiss & beh
here we cme
exposing my damage nail art.haha
weh!
sun strikes
sun agen
by me
stand out
gotta ride
wet underarms
rea's orange haus.haha
dating!
sweet.